My Medical Life Circle...

Pathology pathology pathology......

2011-10-15T07:07:00.004+02:00

Assalamu'alaikum and dobre rano!

Prague is getting colder and colder now. I guess soon winter comes. Currently the temperature is around 0 to 2 degrees (according to my google desktop thermometer). A cup of hot jasmine green tea would be a great idea to enjoy in such cold condition. The heater is not working and I don't know what is wrong with it! Somebody will come on Monday to fix the problem and hopefully everything is done before the real winter comes! otherwise we will freeze to death!

Nothing much to write here. Everything goes on quite well.... Now I am able to suit myself with my studies! 2 weeks and yeah lots of new things learned! Pathology with all the necrosis stuffs, Pathophysiology with all the blood disorders... Pathobiochemistry with all the cellular and organelles disorders + Inborn error of metabolisms... Internal Medicine with all the patient anamneza (medical history taking).....!!! What a LIFE! :) haha.....

Well, I think I am gonna write from now on, about what I did, what I have experienced, and what I felt about the classes, seminars, and even the lectures here!

So, now I start with Pathology:

Generally, pathology is just like histology but it is like the abnormalities and disorders of histology!!! Guess what, again I gotta study about all types of cells and the stainings of the slides, since I hardly remember all the histology stuffs I left almost 2 years ago!

I got a nice and great lecturer for my pathology seminar.... She is quite popular amongst my seniors as she is known as the one who loves to ask questions to her students during the seminar and microscope studies! Associate Professor Duskova, the well known pathologist ever! She will be one of my examiner in the end of my third year of studies as well....! :)

I like the way she teaches us in the class... As for me, it is good and better if she ask questions to us. At least, I can know if my knowledge is sufficient enough to prepare myself for the examination and if it is correct or not :) Plus, she always encourage us to ask questions whenever we got any doubts in her class!

Pathology seminar and microscopic lab session

I am just an average student in her class.... some of us still remembered and can easily identified the histologic microscopic structures but not for ME! haha... yeah, i admitted that it was my fault somehow! My first year of histology studies was just to pass the final exam.. hence, the knowledge are somewhere I dont know! It might be stored somewhere in my brain cortex or maybe erased since I didn't use it for so long!

I once asked her "Excuse me Prof, how can I know what cell is that since the cell structures are almost damaged and ruined??" she replied back "Oh, you should know them.... I believe that you already had your Histology knowledge in you! I would suggest you to spend one evening to look through all the normal histologic pictures!"

Pathology Lecture

The lectures are all be held in a steep old lecture hall in the Pathology Department of my university. Prof Duskova is also the one who gives the lectures! So, I will see her face many times in a week time :) Generally lecture will be damn bored if I have no idea what is it all about! I learned from my mistakes of the previous 2 years of my studies!

So, normally I would ensure myself to be prepared at least to go through all the lecture slides a night before coming to the lecture! The lecture slides had all been published in a special website by that energetic pathologist, Prof Duskova :) Thank you for uploading all of them for us! At least I have some ideas what would she be talking about in the lecture!

So far, the way I used now to prepare for the lectures do works for me!! :) I wouldn't have to write all things in the slides presented.... Just some edits needed to be done on my already prepared notes and listen + focus to what the professor would say and explain! Now I know why my mom always tell me to be prepared before the lecture or classes :) Thank you MAMA!

also, in the lecture I admit that I am a passive one... I am shy to ask questions in the big lecture halls since there are a lot of people around me! So, what I did normally was.. I would write down all the questions in a piece of paper and then after the lecture has ended, I would go to the lecturer and ask him/her all the questions!

One thing I learned from Prof Duskova. She told me "I think it is better for you next time to ask me during the lecture while everyone is still in the lecture hall. The questions you asked me are good ones and I think everyone in the lecture hall could at least listen to your questions and I could explain them to everyone". It is not because I am too selfish to share with everyone, but I am just afraid to ask questions in a big group of people! This is one negative thing in me that I hate the most! Maybe soon, I should change and throw these shy feelings away! But i guess, still that takes time for me to change!

Seems like I have written too much here :) well, see you next time! Just one advise to those who will be learning HISTOLOGY! Study with all your heart and learn them well since you will definitely need the knowledge later on in PATHOLOGY :)!!! bye!

It's time for C-H-A-N-G-E !!! (2)

2011-10-10T10:21:00.004+02:00

It's time for C-H-A-N-G-E !!!

2011-10-10T10:11:00.002+02:00

Assalamualaikum and ahoj to all!!

This post will be the shortest post I guess... First week of the third academic year in medical school had gone and now I am in my second week! Lots of things need to be done as I do need time to suit myself with the new way of learning all the third years! The lectures are quite fast and seems like in one lecture or seminar there are just tooooooo MUCH infos!!! Couldn't imagine how would that be in few weeks and months time!!! Gotta do something bout it whatever it is!

Well, just wanna share with you guys some changes I made on my bedroom which is the place for me to sleep and as well studying! I went to IKEA and bought a new knihovna (bookshelf), carpets, new bed sheet, etc etc...! It was like a total change here!

Yeah, NEW ACADEMIC YEAR = NEW VISION = NEW MISSIONS = FIRST STEP FOR THE CHANGE.... = I SHOULD HAVE A GREAT PLACE FOR STUDYING AND LIVE!!!

more pictures will be uploaded in next blog!

Halaqah with my muslim brothers :)

2011-10-01T07:56:00.005+02:00

Assalamualaikum and ahoj to all....

Alhamdulillah praise be to ALLAH for allowing me to stay alive in this world today. Had a great time and experience today morning after I performed the Fajr prayer in the islamic center in wenceslas square (Islamska Nadace v Praze - Vacalavske namesti) with other muslim brothers there.

The arab people and other muslim brothers over there are generous and kind-hearted. I am so glad that ALLAH gave me the chance to know and be with them all. At least I am not the only muslim practising Islam here in Prague. Alhamdulillah (Thank you ALLAH)

Well, back to main topic in my blog today... what is that great experience I had??? Today after performing the Fajr prayer with other muslim brothers in the center, for the first time I joined them reciting the holy Quran. Actually this amazing event has started for so long but before this, I never joined them all. Maybe I am too shy to join them or maybe I am scared or something as my recitation is not as perfect as those native arab speakers.

However, today I decided to join them and experienced how did the recitation with the arabs look like. Masha ALLAH, it is so great and nice! They are very nice and I like the way the leader of the group (the teacher) correcting and checking our recitations. He taught us even the simplest thing ever like the MAKHRAJ (the way to pronounce/say particular alphabet in Quran/Arabic language).

Alhamdulillah, I do know how to recite the Quran, as my beloved parents did send me to the intensive Quran class when I was like 7 years old. Also, they did send me to the school to learn about Islam and Al-Quran. Plus, my dad also did taught me how to recite Al-Quran since I was small... I still remember that great moment Dad taught me how to recite the Muqaddam :) Thank you to my parents for teaching me how to recite Quran. At least, I am now able to recite them in the correct tajweed.

However, I just realized that there are still many things I need to improve myself like the Makhraj things. The teacher in the Islamic center many times reminded me and showed me the correct way to pronounce particular arabic alphabets. Barakallahufeek to the teacher....! He was so nice and never gave up teaching me since the early verse of Quran I recited till the very end of it. Now I knew that in a Quran recitation the makhraj, tajweed (grammar), rules are very improtant :)

Insha ALLAH I will be joining these group of people again and again...However, I regretted myself since I started this quite late... Why don't I join them all since I was here in the first year (2009)....??? Maybe this could be a good start for all things :) Insha ALLAH I will try to spend at least during the weekend for this great amazing and free Quran recitation class with my beloved muslim brothers there :) I am afraid if weekdays will be busy since my class starts in the morning. So, weekend is a great idea for this cool thing :)

I wish that when I have my own family later on, I am able to be a great Quran teacher to my wife and my children.... I want to follow my dad footsteps! He is the real men after all as he managed to provide with all Islamic knowledge and also Quran :)

Thank you Ayah (dad) and Mama (my mom)....!!

Hello 3rd Year..... :))

2011-09-25T23:39:00.004+02:00

Assalamualaikum and hello to everyone! :)

It had been so long since the last post. Sorry for being lazy to update this blog. I was kind of busy few weeks and months back! What made me a really "BUSY MAN" ??

1. Physiology exam (Passed it in the last date of exam period Thank God!)

2. Czech Intensive Course (2 weeks course)

3. Vacation and summer trips around Czech republic :)))

4. Rearranging all the notes and books + preparing for the upcoming new semester!

5. Spending hours on internet hihihi....

Well, now I am freed from all those stuffs!!! :) Got only a week time before the new semester starts! 1st october 2011 will be the official date for the school to open! Time is moving so fast... Now I'm going to the 3rd year! Which means, I am almost in the half of the entire medical course (total years of studies = 6 years). Alhamdulillah, thanx to God for helping me to go through the hardships and 'GREAT' life in medical school

3rd year medical studies in Charles University, First Faculty of Medicine. Here in my medical faculty, 3rd year is called the Pre-clinical year. Why is it called so? I also don't know why... In my opinion, it is called so because throughout the year, we will be studying about diseases and disorders in human body system. These knowledge are essential for the clinical years since we need to know the disorders happened in order to diagnose the main health problem of a patient.

So, among the subjects that I will be learning are:

1. Microbiology

2. Pathology

3. Pathobiochemistry

4. Pathophysiology

5. Medical ethics

6. Psychology

7. Internal medicine

8. Medical parasitology

9. Pharmacology

WOW.. that seems to be a LOT to learn! hahah! yeah, i guess it is normal for all medical students to learn and read lots of stuffs! As for me, i think these stuffs are interesting and I always hope that I would enjoy my entire time studying about diseases :)) Actually, I cant wait for the new semester to start... seriously, I think I will be enjoying the upcoming year! diseases and disorders seems to be interesting to discover....I could know what are the reasons for me to get such disease.. and what happens if bla bla bla stuffs happened... and bla bla bla.... :)))

I wish a great start for this pre clinical year! I am looking forward for the new medical year :))) Whatever it is, I shall start my journey in the new world of 3rd year with lots of diseases, microbes, pathogens and etc etc with BISMILLAHIRRAHAMANIRRAHIM....

p/s: Actually is till got problem with registration since my vaccination is still incomplete.... I hope things will be settled down soon before my class starts!!! Make du'a for me so that everything will be fine :))))

Fotky v Malajsii - Letní prázdniny

2011-08-09T04:55:00.010+02:00

Summer break in Malaysia

Summer clerkship in General Teaching Hospital, Prague, Czech republic

I am back, get ready for it!

2011-08-09T03:47:00.004+02:00

9th of August

That means now it is already the 9th day in the holy month of Ramadan. Alhamdulillah so far everything goes on very well.... I am now back in Prague, Czech Republic and yeah of course I will be spending most of my time during the Ramadan and Eid here.... The first time ever I m gonna celebrate Eid without my parents by my side after almost 20 years I celebrated it with them!

Here lots of things to write after so long I stopped writing 'stuffs' here in my blog! LOL... ok let's look what happened few weeks ago since the last post!

Days before I flew back home to Malaysia

My flight was scheduled to be on the 17th of July... few days before the joyful day, I had my summer clerkship in the General Hospital here in Prague (Vseobecna Fakultni Nemocnice). It was actually one of the requirements that should be fulfilled by the second year students. Generally we were doing quite a number of nursing stuffs but it was cool somehow!

I was placed in the Department of Gastroenterology and Hepatology - coronary unit and I spent 4 days over there working in the hospital together with the Czech nurses and doctors! together with my friend from the same faculty, we were guided by one of the nurse in charge to teach us the basic nursing skills! Lots of great experiences over there like I was given the chance to withdraw the patient's blood, doing the subcutaneous injection, preparing drugs and medications, doing the IV infusions, watching the doctor did some implantation of the IV into the coronary artery of the patients, and many more! these are just so awesome!

The patients were nice too! and I still remembered an old lady who was so happy whenever she saw us came for the clerkship in the hospital! she loves us so much and even happier if we were the one who gave her the medications! :) how lucky we are! but sadly the language is a barrier between us! One thing I learned in order to win the patient's heart! S-M-I-L-E.... this thing has its own special power! :) The patient who is called Mdm Novotna once told the nurse that I have a nice teeth and nice smile :)))) told ya this smiling stuffs work! :)

3 weeks of summer break at home

on 17th of July - my flight back home to Malaysia! it was a long journey... around 5 and half hours from Prague to Dubai and then I gotta wait for the next connecting flight in the Dubai International Airport for 3 hours followed by another 7 hours of journey from Dubai to Kuala Lumpur! total hours of journey = around 15 1/2 hours!!! (much better than those studying in the United states)

Time moved on so fast! I cant believe that I already spent the 3 weeks time at home with my family! It was just like as if I just arrived at home yesterday! But whatever it is, I thank ALLAH for giving me the chance to spend at least once in a year with my family at home! how I miss my mama and ayah after so long living abroad which is like miles away from them!

Went to Singapore to meet my relatives over there! I dont know that my family is actually really big! :) It was nice to know that I still got a lot of relatives over there in Singapore and also I got some relatives who already migrated for years in Perth, Australia! Also, my makcik2 in the kampung organices a small 'party' - like makan2.... since I m not gonna be over there during the Eid this year! so they cooked lots of things and surprisingly there was also a ketupat - the really traditional one which can only be found during the Hari Raya - The ketupat lemak!!!

Though it was only 3 weeks spent in the lovely Malaysia but I did learn lots of stuffs! I did spend most of my time in Malaysia with my parents rather than going out....! helping them and be with them is the happiest moment I had in Malaysia! :) Now I learned that every seconds and every minutes should be appreciated.... (Humans becomes appreciative whenever the time is limited in their life)... so my lifetime lesson.. Time is precious and use it wisely whenever you got lots of free time!

Yeah also, I had quite a great time studying at home... as u guys know from my previous post... I am gonna have my very last exam for the second year of General Medicine in the end of this month (3oth August). Brought all the notes and books back home and yeah studying with my family around gave me another 'new' environment to encourage me to study! :)

Now I am back in Prague

3 weeks summer break ended and I m back in Prague! The weather is cool and a lil bit chilly around 15 to 19 degrees everyday... sometimes light rain fall from the sky and yeah it wasn;t so sunny in the past few days. The sky looks gloomy and yeah I like it this way! :) a better studying condition... I cant focus much if it is too hot or too sunny out there! LOL

Had some experience when I passed through the immigration in the Ruzyne airport, Prague. Normally when they saw people bringing lots of stuffs like few baggage and boxes, they will ask them to place the baggage in the scan machine to be scanned and checked! I think mostly asian will be their target since they were aware of some food stuffs and raw material smuggling activities done by some asians travelling to Czech.

At that moment, I had with me 2 big luggage, 1 backpack, and also a medium sized box which I put the Malaysian soya sauce (cap kipas udang) and chilli sauce -they are not being sold here in Prague and that i why I brought them up from home! So the officer asked me first, what are the things I brought to Prague! I declared every single things in each baggage including the box. I told him that I brought "sojova omacka" in the box.... and the officer asked me why I brought the foods! and he even asked me for whom did I bring the foods for... I said "pro me" which means for me! and he asked again what are the things inside my large baggage.... I told him "knihy... " he replied "studujete tady?" and I told him "ano... studuju tady v Praze". The he nodded he let me go without having to get my stuffs scanned and checked in that machine :)

also on my way back to my apartment, had a long great conversations with the taxi driver who was a chef before! :) I practiced my czech language and yeah alhamdulillah so far it helped me a lot to speak with the native speakers! :) I was satisfied that at least I can use the language after learning them for almost 2 years! :)

And now, here I am in Prague! my studying life starts again and I enjoy it here in Prague :) will need to focus on my studies and get ready for the next exam! one more left before I can officially be called the third year medical student... Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, may ALLAH make things easy for me in the exam! :)

wow! wrote quite a lot of stuffs I wrote in this post! hahaha :) will upload the photos in the next post okay! :)

It's Just Another Day.. Another Week....

2011-07-04T08:12:00.006+02:00

Another week comes and that means the time for me to go back home is approaching and same goes for my next examination - Physiology. Time is moving so fast nowadays!! (This feeling always come when we are busy doing stuffs but when we are free, we feel that the time is moving so slow!)

So the plan for this week... surely I have to arrange a date to prolong my long term student VISA at the foreign police (or now known as the Ministry of Internal affairs of Czech Republic). Planned to do all those stuffs within this week, but I still have one problem with the documents needed for the application. I am still waiting for my "majitelka - the landlady" to fill in a form which states that I am staying at her apartment. Hopefully i can get the thing by this wednesday and then I can go there on Thursday!

Next week will be busy for me as I have like 4 four days summer clerkship in the hospital here in Prague and that surely means it is impossible for me to apply for my VISA! How I wish everything is done by this week and then I can do other stuffs!

Talking about the weather here in Prague, Czech Republic... I supposed that everyone knows that most of the northern hemisphere countries are now having their summer season. But sincerely, I don't feel like summer at all now in Prague. It is cold and windy like all the time though it is already 4th of July!.

Temperature is around 10 degrees Celcius to 15 degrees Celcius. Wow!! this is the best summer ever! :) hahah! I should be grateful somehow for this!This climate and temperature is so great and that I can do my PHYSIOLOGY readings better!

It was hard last summer for me to focus on my HISTOLOGY readings due to the crazy hot weather! I was sweating and felt so hot like almost all the time and I still remembered there was a day when I took my shower almost 5 times a day! hahah Imagine how hot was that! LOL :) I wish this weather will be forever like this till winter comes :) hihihi!

Hm.... seems like i have spent a lot of time here writing my blog and plus, I dont have anything more interesting to write over here. Well, looking forward to see you guys next time! Bye!

Immuno done and NEXT is Physio!

2011-07-01T10:32:00.006+02:00

1st JULY 2011....

That means I got about 52 days left before my next exam which is Physiology. Thanx to God in the end I am done with the Immunology test today...! Immunology, a subject which requires patience to learn it. Human immune system is definitely complicated and the way God created the system is so PERFECT! (Praise be to ALLAH).... The cytokines, the compliments, the receptors, antibodies, etc etc do made me SICK....

Whenever depressions developed after spending hours staring at the Immuno notes with those weird IL, IFN, TGF, TNF stuffs, I did other things and relaxed for a while.... (Like watching the Detective Conan cartoon in the YouTube)...hahahha!!!! so kanak-kanak!!!! BUT IT DOES WORK.... :)))

52 days before the next exam... it sounds like I have lots of time to prepare myself for the oral exams. I have heard that the Physiology professors are kind of scary but I don't wanna think about it that much! As for me, it depends on how much knowledge u have and how hard u have worked for it... If I do work more, then surely I can pass with God will.... As promised by ALLAH, whoever strive hard and work hard for something then surely he will be granted or get whatever he wants! :) I know God plans the best after all...!

Hence, I have planned a number of stuffs as my preparation for the upcoming 30th August (The Torturous Day - exam day). I do hope my plans go well and yeah I have to discipline myself somehow. I found lately, I had been quite lazy and lack of discipline and it became worse and worse... and this worries me for sure!!! I should change myself somehow! HAZIM, what happened to U???? This is not YOU!!! =.=... 52 days are actually too short!! if I am still like this then there is no way I can succeed in the end!!! I told myself.. "Don't ever cry if you dont pass the exam later on if you keep on behaving this way, Hazim!!! Come on Wake up! Wake up!! Malaysia and Islam BOLEH!!!"

Hm... next week I will be doing my visa and then the week after I got my summer clerkship - something like practical training in the hospital here in Prague.. with 2 night shifts (haha what the....)!! Then 17th July my flight back home to Malaysia till 8th August.. (This summer hols doesn't seem to be a holiday for me as I do need to spend more times with my BOOKS afterall - carrying GUYTON physio book all over back home is the best thing to do!!!haha...).

Then, 8th august - I will be back again in Prague and I have planned to have some short discussions with my friends who will also be taking Physio exam with me... :) sounds cool idea right?? I do believe this might help my learning process better as group studies help me to remember better + I can check if whatever I read is on the right track or not :)

Well.... I do hope everything goes well! I know that I am here in Prague under the scholarship from the Malaysian government.. I do know the money spent on us are the MALAYSIANS' money from the taxes they paid annually.!!! I do know my responsibilities towards the scholar i got here! I must try my very best and obtain my medical degree in the end of my 6 years course here!! Then, I can serve and help my people in Malaysia (wow sounds so patriotic huh? - but that is the REALITY!!!)

I have been writing so long and did MERAPU-RAPU already....!!! lets just stop here!!! now.. PHSYIOLOGY TIME.. PHYSIOLOGY TIME..... !!! I like PHYSIOLOGY.. a subject that makes me nearer to God and helps me to know the Creator better after all!

See ya in the next post (I don't know when!)

hazim_diah

Decision made.....

2011-06-25T05:22:00.004+02:00

Hello Blog!!!! I haven't wrote anything for so long here..... hahah! guess what would be the main reason!? of course STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING! Life as medical student means life with tonnes of thick books :) I know this sounds scary but sometimes I do admit that it is fun to read amazing stuffs in those books :)

Well, now I m definitely in the middle of examination period of my second year medical studies here in Prague, Czech Republic.... few more steps to go before I can continue my studies into the 3rd year! some requirements is needed to be fulfilled before I can officially go to the 3rd year! of course I must pass the exams!!! Generally 2 major 'scary' subjects in the second year that we will be examined on: 1. BIOCHEMISTRY and 2.PHYSIOLOGY

Thanks and praise be to God for helping me out with Biochemistry.... Done with the Biochemistry last 6th of June and now I m working on with the Physiology subject! Supposed I have registered to take the exam on the 28th of June (since here the exam dates are chosen and decided by us the students).... However, I have changed my mind about taking the exam!

at the very last ditch, I discarded the exam date on the June 28th and registered for the next one which will be in 30th of August! It is too hard to say why I changed my mind at the very last minute! Just that I m so scared to even walk to the exam hall and meet the professor to be examined! My knowledge about physiology is so low (maybe around 40 percent or even less) and what to expect from such knowledge I have now!!!! is that possible for me to pass???I dont think so!!! My CNS knowledge is still limited and I do admit that I have been a lil bit lazy few days back!!! (again blame myself for this haha!)

I know the decision I made (changing the exam date) sounds really crazy!!! I m scared actually to make decisions! This is my weakness actually since I was in the high school... THE DECISION MAKING - though we do learn this before in the KEMAHIRAN HIDUP BERSEPADU!! I never trust myself and afraid of the bad risks from the decisions I made! look how bad am I??? I know that LIFE is all about MAKING DECISIONS..... and i can never avoid this! soon I will be a husband to someone, the leader of a family and even a father who must make decisions for my own family!!!!! so I do have to change myself!!! come on HAZIM it IS TIME for CHANGES!!!!

Hence, I tried my best to make the best decision for myself.... I called my mom and dad in Malaysia and asked them about the decision I made... they cannot decide for me and they just advise me for the best and all in all I am the one who have to decide! I called my brother in Aussie and again he just advise me and yet, I m the one who need to make decision! this is just too HARD for me!!! I do pray and seek help from ALLAH so that ALLAH gives me guidance to the best decision made.... I know ALLAH knows the best for me.... the only thing i can do now is, to make decision which I think would benefit me the best... and yeah! now it is time to leave everything to GOD (Tawakkal)....

That is the most beautiful thing I found to live as a muslim......The last thing we can do as a muslim after we tried our best is.. to leave all things (tawakkal) to the GOD.... I would definitely accept whatever ALLAH has planned for me ahead (either it is something that I like or even something that I dont like much)... I do know ALLAH knows the best for me! My faith in ALLAH do make me feels better to make decision... I hope ALLAH helps me to face all these better now and in the future! DECISION WAS MADE and NOW I JUST HAVE TO FIGHT FOR THE BEST!!!! got 2 months and 5 days from now!!! :))))

Vánoční prázdniny...

2010-12-17T06:39:00.003+01:00

"Vanocni prazdniny zacina dneska a poletim do Svedska zitra!!" This is the thing that I really wanna say since last Monday. It means "Christmas holiday starts today and I will fly to Sweden tomorrow!!"

Alhamdulillah the med school break starts officially today after the Physiology lecture today!! But, as for me holiday starts since last Wednesday because:

1. Finished the very last Physiology practical for the 2nd Block on Monday
2. Finished the Genetics practical on Tuesday
3. I m done as well with the 4 days Biochemistry Block course last week
4. Only czech language class left on Thursday (which most people think of ignoring the subject since this week is the last academic week for 2010) + some lectures

Know what, most of my classmates from Portugal, the UK, and even from the USA already went back home last Wednesday. Thus yesterday's czech class was attended only by 10 people - 6 Malaysians + 2 Botswanese + 2 English

Christmas break in the middle of thick white snow outside. What should I do and how would I ever spend the 2 weeks precious holidays? These are the plans I did for the coming 14 days:

1. Trip to Sweden to visit Kerim, my Bosnian friend (18.12 - 21.12)

2. Hang out to the Centrum - enjoying the great Christmas decorations + some hot Czech foods + hot drinks which are great to have them in the middle of cold winter!

3. Spending great times with my laptop - watching FRIENDS season 3 + some interesting movies

4. Study - haha this one cannot be left though it is holiday!

Well, the 4th plan might sounds weird - studying during the holiday! But yeah I need to study! I will be having lots of tests and even my final exam for the winter semester when the school starts on January 3rd. I need to prepare myself for Genetics test on 4th January and second block course physiology test on 3rd January + Genetics oral exam on 31st January

But for me, reading medical books and studying are not a great burden but it is actually something great to do! I love this medical knowledge about the amazing human body systems and etc etc etc... :)Love the knowledge and have a great passion towards them!

It is 7 am now and today I got lots of stuffs to do since tomorrow I will be leaving Prague to Sweden! Got to buy some stuffs to be brought there and pack up my things as well! I think this might be the end of my blog for today and yeah will be posting something here when I am in Sweden :)

Well take care.. Mej se Krasne! Assalamualaikum

Hazim Diah Jenstejnska, Praha 2, Czech Republic (7.10AM - 17.12.2010)

Anti Islam and Protest against the Building of Mosques in Czech Republic

2010-11-29T23:16:00.003+01:00

Found this from the article of czech website:

(Czech version)

21.10.2010 12:40 - Antiislamisté vyzývají občany, aby volili jen ty senátory, kteří mají negativní postoj k islámu. Sružení, které podporuje muslimy, se to nelíbí.

Na komunitní síti Facebook se více než padesát tisíc lidí stalo fanoušky skupiny "Islám v České republice nechceme". Na jejích stránkách se objevují nejen odkazy na různé islamofobní články v médiích, ale nově také volební agitka.

Jeden z linků odkazuje na taktéž protiislamistické stránky stopmesitam.cz, které české voliče v rámci akce "Zasáhněte do druhého kola senátních voleb 2010" vyzývají, aby senátorským kandidátům, kteří ve volbách postoupili do druhého kola, poslali dopis s dotazem na jejich postoj k mešitám. Zájemci si přímo na těchto stránkách mohou stáhnout šablonu tohoto dopisu.

Nebezpečné mešity

V něm jeho autoři, kteří ovšem na stránkách zmíněni nejsou, například přesvědčují, že rozšiřující se výstavba mešit napříč Evropou může znamenat hrozbu v souvislosti se zvyšující se mocí islámu.

A právě do zmíněných iniciativ se ve své tiskové zprávě s názvem "Islamofobové usilují o ovlivnění senátních voleb 2010" opírá hnutí Libertas Independent Agency, o.s.

Stop antiislamismu

"Vyjadřujeme hluboké znepokojení nad aktuální nátlakovou kampaní "Zasáhněte do druhého kola senátních voleb 2010" podporovanou islamofobními skupinami na facebook.com "Islám v České republice nechceme a "Stopmesitam.cz," píše se například v úvodu textu z pera společnosti.

Její místopředseda Ondřej Adamik pro Parlamentnílisty.cz uvedl, že právě tato iniciativa může ovlivnit například nerozhodnuté voliče a ovlivnit tak i volby. "Tomu chceme zabránit, budeme oslovovat jednotlivé senátory s výzvou, aby dopis nebrali v potaz," sdělil zástupce společnosti způsob, jak chce s antiislamisty bojovat. Má na to však již jen málo času - volby začínají totiž již zítra.

Zajímavé na textu je kromě útoků na antiislamisty i to, že například druhá zmíněná skupina, tedy Stop mešitám, nemá na Facebooku byť jediného člena.

To však nic nemění na tom, že je hnutí Libertas Independent Agency údajnými islamofobními náladami ve společnosti velmi znepokojeno. Vinu podle něho nese i jeden z volebních kandidátů Suverenity - Bloku Jany Bobošíkové.

Kusákova lobby

"Tato kampaň iniciovaná a podporovaná představitelem strany Suverenita v Hradci Králové Valentinem Kusákem se snaží organizovat islamofoby a neinformované občany pomocí lží, polopravd a vyvolávání strachu k tomu, aby vyvíjeli nátlak na kandidáty v druhém kole senátních voleb prostřednictvím zasílání předepsaného dopisu," píše se v tiskové zprávě sdružení. Kusák již po neúspěšných volbách do magistrátu Hradce Králové oznámil, že se z aktivní politiky stahuje.

Zástupci brněnských muslimů chtějí podat trestní oznámení na autory dopisu, jež vyzývají k bojkotu výstavby mešit v Čechách.

Více čtěte:

Tabu padá. Prezident Klaus v odporu proti mešitám není sám
Antiislámští facebookáři velebí Klause. Nechce mešity
Oberfalzer: Nechci, aby v Česku byly kostelíky zastíněny minarety
Zemanovec Hönig proti muslimům: V ČR vás nechceme
Brněnští muslimové se zlobí na Zemana. Podají na něj trestní oznámení

Reprofoto: stopmesitam.cz

Autor: Jana Šulcová

Translated by Google translator:

October 21, 2010 12:40 - Antiislamisté encouraged citizens to choose only those senators who have a negative attitude to Islam. Sružení that encourages Muslims do not like it.

The community networking site Facebook, more than fifty thousand people became fans of the band, "Islam in the Czech Republic do not want." In its pages appear only Islamophobic links to various articles in the media, but also a new electoral propaganda.

One of the links also refer to the anti-Islamist site stopmesitam.cz that Czech voters on the event "reaches into the second round of Senate elections in 2010" invited candidates Senators, elected in the second round, sent a letter asking for their stance on mosques . Interested parties directly on this site may download this template letter.

Dangerous Mosque

In it the authors, but who are not mentioned on the site, such as being convinced that expanding the construction of mosques throughout Europe may pose a threat in connection with the increasing power of Islam.

And the initiatives mentioned in its press release entitled "Islamofobové seek to influence congressional elections 2010" movement based Libertas Independent Agency, os

Stop antiislamismu

"We express deep concern over the current advocacy campaign" reaches into the second round of Senate elections, 2010 "supported islamofobními groups on facebook.com" Islam in the Czech Republic do not want and "Stopmesitam.cz," he writes in the introduction, for example, text written by the company.

The Vice-President for Parlamentnílisty.cz Ondrej Adamik said, because of this initiative might affect the example and influence undecided voters and elections. "That's what we avoid, we will address the various senators and requesting the letter did not take into account," said a representative of the way he wants to fight antiislamisty. However, this has been little time - the election is starting tomorrow.

Interestingly, in addition to text antiislamisty attacks and that, for example the latter group, then stop mosques, Facebook does not have to be a single member.

This does not change the fact that the movement Libertas Independent Agency alleged islamofobními mood in society is very concerned about. The blame, according to him also carries one of the candidates' electoral sovereignty - Jane Block Bobošíková.

Kusáková Lobby

"This campaign is initiated and supported by the representative of the sovereignty of the Hradec Kralove Valentin Kusak Islamophobe trying to organize and uninformed citizens with lies, half-truths and causing fear to exert pressure on candidates in the second round of Senate elections by sending written letter," says the Association news release. Kusak after failed elections in the Municipality of Hradec Kralove said that withdrawing from active politics.

The representatives of the Brno Muslims want to bring criminal charges against the authors of the letter, which called for a boycott of the construction of mosques in the country.

Read More:

Tabu falls. President Klaus in opposition to mosques is not alone
Antiislámští facebookáři magnifies Klaus. He does not want a mosque
Oberfalzer: I do not want churches in the Czech Republic have been overshadowed by minarets
Zemanovec Hönig against Muslims: you do not want in the CR
Brno Muslims are angry at Zeman. Submit to a criminal complaint against him

Reprofoto: stopmesitam.cz

Author: Šulcová

Dárky před Vánocemi...!

2010-11-25T23:55:00.007+01:00

Ahoj a dobry vecer, (Ctvrtek 25.XI. 2010 - na stary bytu)

The title above which means "presents" before Christmas. December comes in 5 days or less and soon all Czechs will celebrate the Christmas on the 25th. Just like how Eid in malaysia is, the same thing happens here amongst the czechs. They are all preparing for the coming christmas which I can say almost 1 month to go before the Christmas. Christmas songs (Vanoce Pisnicky) are played in all supermarket + decorations in most of the shopping complexes + sales for christmas made everything looked so great! haha.. and even more last time I saw christmas tree was placed in the middle of park in Namesti Miru.

Well as for me, I have nothing to do with christmas because surely I am not gonna celebrate that. The best thing ever for us, the medical students here is this 2 weeks so called "christmas break". Well I dont think so break means a total relax here because exactly after the break we will have the oral exams, credit tests, n many more! What a life!~~

So, why I placed the title "present before Christmas"? What u guys think the presents are? and who gave them? LOL... these presents are given by the professors and lecturers of my University before the 2 weeks break. Why? Have a look on what I am going to face in 3 weeks time before the break starts!:

1. week 1 (29/11 - 3/12): 29/11 - blood pressure physio lab, 30/11 - czech language test, 1/12 - biochemistry final test, 3/12 - biochemistry block course entrance exam

2. week 2 (6/12 - 10/12): 6/12 - ECG physiology lab, 7/12 - 10/12 - Molecular biology and immunochemistry biochemistry block course

3. week 3 (13/12 - 17/12): 13/12 - last physiology lab before revision test after break

haha, i wonder how busy my weeks will be before the christmas break! How NICE :))) Thank you for these wonderful presents heheh... :)I dont mind about these stuffs.. my aim is to complete those stuffs above successfully in 3 weeks time... then, I am off to Sweden to my friend's place hahah :)Holiday starts on 17th Dec (Friday) unofficially haha... and I am of to Sweden the next day on 18th Dec...

4 days travelling to Sweden is enough for me I guess and then I will spend the other 10 or 12 days left at my apartment. Will tell u guys what I will do then haha... but surely i will include in study as one of my christmas holiday planning!

Protoze mam genetickou zkousku v lednu!!! a taky budu psat Fyziologie a geneticky test! hmm.... Doufam jsem v poradku :)

Well, see you in 3 weeks time... will be so busy and might not be able to update my blog till the christmas break!

Muhammad Hazim,
00.30AM, Praha,
Ceska republika

Eid Adha v Praze...

2010-11-17T07:12:00.003+01:00

BISMILLAH

Alhamdulillah, on the 16. Listopad 2010 or 16. November, all muslims in Czech republic celebrated the Eid adha. The eid is the very meaningful day for all muslims. It reminds us of a story about our prophet, Ibrahim (Abraham) and his son Ismail.

Well, I had a great day yesterday during the Eid.Alhamdulillah.. everything went well throughout the day! Masha ALLAH it was so great and I can feel how great and meaningful the Eid is. Woke up in the morning as early as 5.30 AM and prepared myself to go to the Eid prayer which was held in Praha 9 (Sparta Arena - kind of a big sports hall which the arabs rent for this event, near Ceskomoravska metro station)

Since yesterday I needed to sit for the Genetics test, hence while waiting for my housemates to preapre themselves I read some Genetics notes I have. Around 7 am, we left the house to metro station Karlovo Namesti and gathered together! Alhamdulillah yesterday I managed to go to the Eid prayer since last year I missed it (I had the anatomie test with Great DR Nemcova).

Supposed that yesterday we have the czech class, but my friend already wrote an email to Prof Cita telling him we cant attend his class because of the Eid. Alhamdulillah, he understood us and allowed us to go for the Eid prayer and at the same time assigned us with some works hahah!!!

Well, seas of people were there!!! Masha ALLAH, I dont know that we have many muslims in Prague! Everyone was there and I was impressed with what I saw! People from various ethnics, races, and even countries.. Egypt, Saudi Arabia, Algeria, Mongols, Africans, Czechs, Indonesia, Malaysia, Iraq, and many more! This is so great ya ALLAH!! :)) and the best part all muslims recite the same thing "ALLAHU AKBAR" = ALLAH the ALMIGHTY. Insya ALLAH in the future, there will be more Muslims here v Praze nebo v CR :)

After the prayers, went to my friend's house and we cooked some malaysian dishes like instant ketupat, instant kuah kacang, lemang, and chicken currry. Well, when we are far away from our family, FRIENDS are our FAMILY!! :) this is the best thing I ever had! I know how sad it is to celebrate Eid without family... but I do have FRIENDS!

KAMARADY JSOU MOJE RODINA V PRAZE!!!

Next, GENETICS TEST... haha! thought that eid will be an off-day but yet, I had to write the genetics test! Molecular Genetics.... Alhamdulillah it went great and OK yesterday. I hope that I will pass the test as I tried my best to answer them all! haha.. I had a very long day!!

And around 5 PM went back home and cleaned up the house (toilet and bathroom) since my friend (who I called my brother)... Hamid, a Hungarian from another province of Czech Republic (Mlada Boleslav) came here! He couldn't speak English and now it is my time to improve and learn czech hahah!! Alhamdulillah so far we have no problem in communication! :)) Well, in next post I will tell more about this 'brother' Insha ALLAH:)))

What does those weekly tests mean to me?

2010-11-13T07:03:00.005+01:00

Tests tests and tests....

Každý týden, musím psat test. Genetický test, fyziologie test, a biochemie test! Jsou moc tezke a taky nesmysl! = Every week, I must write test. Genetics test, Physiology test, and biochemistry test! They are very hard and also nonsense!

a Proc jsem rikal to? (and why I said that?).... I believe that most of u will think that tests are important as:

1. It reflects the level of understandings amongst students
2. To force students to study at very beginning and keep track with what we learn
3. means of practices before the real exam
4. It is the system here and students have no rights to argue about this! hahha

yeah, it is definitely true that tests are very important for the above purposes. If I am one of the lecturers or maybe the dean of this medical school, I might give the same reasons!

But why I say the tests here are nonsense? Reasons:

1. The tests here (especially genetics and physiology tests) seem to be a language tests since the questions are hard to understand. Why? YES they are in english but a czech-english which seems to be like a direct translation of czech into english via google translate! haha

2. They ask something that is definitely out of syllabus. Maybe i can say something that we can answer only if we did saw or heard that somewhere! example: The white blood cells count in a human body may depend on the surrounding temperature and time (increases in afternoon??)

3. If we failed the tests, no credits will be given and credit test is needed towards the end... and to get credit during the credit tests are difficult.. I myself dont know why it is so hard for these czechs to give us credit do that we can sit and focus for the final exams!!!

4. Questions asked in tests has nothing to do with the final exam questions at all (i can say this because here we have the oral exams where the questions had been given earlier! - we have aorund 200 questions to prepare for the exam haha!!!)

Well, so far Alhamdulillah I passed all the tests. But just that i am not agree with the way these tests were conducted! It is ridiculous! They supposed to be something which may helps us for the final exams!!! not to make our life disastrous and crazy!

My plans then (I know it is useless if I dont plan!!!):

1. Study and focus more in all the lab practicals as professors might tell us about those crazy facts like the white blood cells stuffs during the lab sessions!

2. Prepare myself before attending the physiology labs (which I sometimes did - reason why professor think we are passive learners! I should change myself then!)

3. Just trying my best hoping ALLAH will help me in tests

4. I should start study group!! But it seems like no one are willing to... I will try to make this real! so my burden can be shared with other study group members! Thanx to my bro, Ariff for suggesting me this!

well, I think I wrote too much already haa!!! Going to have my shower now and then have light breakfast. Later continue studying genetics since i have another CRAZY genetics (maybe language) test on next Tuesday!!! and at 10 AM today I will play beach volleyball - way to put off my stress haha!!! :)

Doufam budu v poradku jako mediciny student Univerzity Karlovy v Praze, LF1 :)) I start my day with Bismillah...

Hezky den, krasny vikend, Assalamualajkum!!!

Another medics life for me...

2010-10-16T07:40:00.003+02:00

It had been so long since I last updated this blog of mine. My brother keeps on asking me why I don't update my blog. Well, got lots of reasons for this! Reasons:

1. I had tonnes of books to read last year
2. I did not plan my exams quite well last year (which i will never repeat it again!)
3. Lazy maybe...
4. First year medical student in Czech republic is the busiest i guess... got Latin + informatics + other extra subjects apart of the core ones (Anatomy & Histology)

Well, ALhamdulillah thanx to ALLAH for helping me last time during the exam! Passed my first year and now I am in my second year! This year seems relaxing because I have not so many classes as I had when I was in my first year! Subjects taken this year:

1. Physiology (exam on summer sem)
2. Biochemistry (exam on summer sem)
3. Genetics (winter sem exam)
4. Czech language (love this class)
5. Physical education
6. Basic Immunology
7. Patient care
8. Microbiology
9. Complex nutrition for sportsmen and non-sportsmen (elective subjects)
10. Basic ECG (summer eligible)

but sadly all classes are in the noon and evening. I would prefer morning better bcoz I am the morning type!!! Love morning! but yeah I should suit myself to the schedule well :))) so what I do now, I would go to the cafe in Charles uni library as early as 7 AM and study there... It is a great place to study! got vending machines selling biscuits and also hot drinks! :))) Winter and autumn are the best season to drink hot beverages (czech says: teple napoje)

Learned a lot from my first year! I promised myself not to repeat the same mistakes I did last year!! Gonna start everything from the very early... and even be more active in the lecture and practicals... If my Israeli friends and those internationals can voice out their ideas why don't I? Why should I feel so embarrassed to voice out ideas or any questions? I blamed this on myself as I was too shy and didnt trust my ability and confidence well last year!

Physiology and biochemistry.... the facts must be understood well! I cant just simply memorize em all just like anatomy and histology!! Will try myself to get involved with anything in class!!

Yeah, i think it is already time for me to start my Saturday morning with exploring the new knowledge Guyton's medical physiology has :)))

Dilemma saat Exam...

2010-05-23T12:03:00.002+02:00

Post kali ini inginku kongsikan bersama apa yang telah ku perolehi ketika usrah mingguan pada hari Jumaat yang lalu.... Ini merupakan kata2 terakhir naqibku sebelum kami mengakhiri sesi usrah yg dijalankan di Central Mosque...

Seperti mana kita tahu, musim peperiksaan semakin hampir dan semakin hampir dengan kita. Ketika inilah banyak ujian yg ALLAH berikan pada kita sama ada sedar atau pun tidak sedar. Adakah ke'stress'an exam itu memungkinkan diri kita untuk turut menjadi tertekan?? ataupun makin mendekatkan diri kita dengan ALLAH?? ataupun makin melalaikan kita?? ataupun mungkin hubungan kita dengan sahabat2 juga semakin jauh dan jauh tatkala terlalu taksub dengan stress utk menuntut ilmu sebab exam...

Mungkin pernah terjadi..dan perkara ini telah terjadi pada diriku sendiri.. ya aku akui... kian hari.. solat jamaah yg sering kami serumah jalankan bersama sebelum exam semakin kurang... sebab apa?? bukannya malas... tetapi sebab terlalu pentingkan diri nak ikut schedule masing2... (mcm aku la kot - nak solat awal sebab pastuh nak study... ada yg nak solat lepas study)... sesi bacaan Al-quran??? amalan2 lain yg berbentuk ibadah yg sering dilakukan bersama??? Ya ALLAH... terasa sungguh diriku apabila ku dengari butir2 kata yg keluar dari mulut naqibku...

benar segalanya benar... Ya ALLAH ampunkanlah diriku ya ALLAH....

Tambahan pula, mungkin ada yg stress sampai dengan sahabat sendiri pun x mahu tegur... dan sahabat yg lalai dek hiburan (xnak belajar) x ditegur secara berhikmah agar belajar?? Kadang2 terasa juga di hati si rakan dan si sahabat yg dahulunya hubungan sgt rapat dgn kita.. tetapi secara tiba2 segalanya berubah apabila kita mula stop berhubung dengan rakan2... stop berinteraksi secara baik seperti sedia kala... mungkin inilah ujian ALLAH untuk kita semua...

So, ingin ku seru sahabat ku dan diriku sendiri... Marilah kita bersama2 renungkan kembali bagaimanakah kita?? bagaimana hubungan kita dengan ALLAH?? bagaimana hubungan dgn sahabat2? bagaimana hubungan kita dgn org lain??? dan bagaimana kah kita dan diri sendiri??? Kurangkan ego dlm diri..kurangkan iri dlm hati... kurangkan sikap pentingkan diri dlm hati... bukankah Islam itu indah?? dan bantu membantu +nasihat menasihati itu asas utama dlm persaudraan islam??

Wallahu'alam...ini sahaja coretanku utnuk kali ini... Ya ALLAH tabahkanlah hati hambamu ini dlm menghadapi ujian mu ya ALLAH... AMIN~~~

Donation for Mosque In HK

2010-05-14T17:07:00.003+02:00

Bismillah....

Here i would like to inform to all muslim readers who want to donate any amount of money to help the Muslim Union in Hradec Kralove, Czech republic to buy/build a mosque there... For more information regarding this project, have a look on this link:

"Bersama kita membentuk sebuah komuniti islam yg saling membantu antara saudaranya"

Muslim community in Czech republic is now increasing in number and Alhamdulillah more n more people embraced Islam!! However, in Czech republic only some places have mosque or islamic center for prayers like the one in Centrum and also in Cerny Most... also there's one in Brno.. and now we r planning to build one in Hradec Kralove!!!

http://jalanjuang.wordpress.com/2010/02/08/masjid-2010/

Anatomy test... latin test....

2010-05-14T12:06:00.003+02:00

Alhamdulillah, praise be to Allah the Almighty... my Malaysian friends and I passed the diencephalon n telencephalon test today!! wwahaha... the questions for the test are really difficult and confusing!! seriously..though they are all the slide test!!

we were given the cross sections of the brain dissected at different regions of brain and asked to identify each grey matter n white matter in the brain!! sometimes I couldnt identify what is that structure and just simply put the answer though I m not sure it is... ok what?? better to have something on the answer sheet than nothing...

Hurm... but i would still say that my knowledge about the brain aren't that much and DO NEED lots of improvement and revisions for the upcoming final examination!! yeah I must prepare myself!!! actually i just realized that the Neuroanatomy book written by the czech professor is so good!!! they have everything there!!! n even more clear...

How funny!!! I m going to take the test tomorrow morning and I just realized that book is good n so great tonight... hahha!!! but better than if tomorrow is the final exam!!! even my beloved anatomy lecturer Dr Nemcova told me to use the Czech book.... nice diagrams n easier to understand though sometimes the sentences are not that well written and organized!

Hurm... next week I plan to take my Latin credit test and if possible the final would be as well next week... so I dont have to think about the subject anymore!! yeah Latin medical terminology... it really helps me a lot in anatomy... why PERIAMYGDALAR CORTEX is called peri?? because in greek, Peri = circum which means the cortex surrounds the amygdaloid body!!! haha... nice!!

well got to go now for the Friday prayer... Na shledanou!!!!

Be a Muslim doctor.....!!

2010-05-12T10:20:00.001+02:00

Break for 5 minutes...

2010-05-12T10:00:00.003+02:00

Break for 5 minutes after spending hours on the Thiemes vol 3 anatomy book: Nervous system... haha!!! i would say that a normal guy needs at least few minutes break or at least few gaps while studying... otherwise my life cannot be called a LIFE anymore..

This coming Friday, the second CNS test on the telencephalon n diencephalon goes on just like weeks before. My life here as medic student is full of tests, exams, tests, exams, and ...... well that's what we say as the fun of studying!! yeah really enjoy it but sometimes I feel so tired of these but the desire to seek for knowledge about Human and medicine really makes me motivated again!!!

While going thru the anatomy book on CNS, I found many new things about brain n these facts had already jumbled up in my hippocampus (site for learning n memory) n cerebral cortex (storage of long term memory).... I do need to reorganize those facts in my brain..

I am so impressed with the creation of ALLAH - HUMAN... such a complex system!!! each part of brain has many neurons and they are all connected thru out the brain!! n the fibers between the neuron do connect the neurons from the brain, mid brain, n spinal cords!!! small injury even on a part of the cerebral cortex may cause a great change to human body!!! now i realize why God placed the brain in the skull (head) not at the lower parts of the body!!!

They are so complicated n definitely sensitive.... for example like what Dr Nemcova who is my anatomy lecturer said...

"damage on the hippocampus may cause a problem for the patient to learn n memorize new facts, but the person still can remember his past memories as those stuffs are stored in the cortex!"

this is totally amazing!!! so amazing!! subahanallah... i really like this!! really...

I start with Bismillah...

2010-05-09T22:52:00.003+02:00

Bismillah....

It had been so long since the last time i wrote something in this blog..... what happened actually?? haha... lots of things happened and now more n more things coming soon...

now is the 9th of May... and soon comes June and July!! I m so worried as the exam is coming soon and yet I have lots of stuffs to read... yeah dont give up Hazim... I believe that I can do it!!!

If the seniors can why couldn't I... and if other people can why couldn't i... and if my professors n lecturers can even face all these hardships in the past why couldn't I????

Yeah I have to aim and focus on what I am doing now.... I have the responsibility towards Islam, towards the MARA, country and even my parents and ME MYSELF!!! I will prove that I can do it... I will try my very best for my ANATOMY and HISTOLOGY...

Never fear of something if we havent face it yet...!!!! Try n keep on trying..

I start my journey and my Jeehad with Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.... (In the name of ALLAH the most Gracious and the Most Merciful)

Summer semester....

2010-02-20T23:41:00.003+01:00

This coming Monday, summer semester of my first academic year starts... another 15 weeks to go before the final exam... then, I can go back to Malaysia!!! Yahoo!!

Actually, I just finished arranging the summer semester time table haha.. I guess that the schedule is not as busy as what I had during the winter semester because I've passed the Biophysics (ALHAMDULILLAH).

However, there are still few things that I need to adapt with the new schedule... First, about the Friday prayer. Last semester I don't have any problem with the schedule as I only have anatomy practical in the morning every Friday. But for this semester, there will be 1 particular histo lecture at 12.15 PM and 1 Czech language class at 2.00 PM. So what time and how can I perform my Friday prayer then??

Hurmm.. well I've planned it to be this way...I'm gonna attend the lecture every odd or even weeks...which means that this week I attend the lecture and the other week I will go to the mosque!! haha!! I still remembered what Ustaz Sofi told me... "Solat Jumaat adalah Fardhu ain dan wajib dilaksanakan oleh seorang lelaki islam yang baligh dan sempurna akal dan fizikal + klu xde rintangan"!!!!

Hopefully I can cope with this... also, I found that I have more afternoon classes compared to morning class for this summer semester... hoho... Actually I would prefer morning classes rather than afternoon classes... hmmm!!! But I guess it's okay as long as the ANATOMY practical is at 8 AM every Friday!!! Yeah!!!

Hopefully I enjoy the summer semester subjects as there's no PHYSICS anymore that makes my life miserable hoho!!! Oh ALLAH.. I really need your help and support to face all challenges in medic school for this semester!!

HENCE, I HEREBY STARTS THE SUMMER SEMESTER WITH BISMILLAH... (IN THE NAME OF ALLAH THE MOST GRACIOUS AND MERCIFUL)

3 A.M....

2010-02-13T02:52:00.003+01:00

It's now ten to 3 AM.. Prague time... why don't I sleep yet?? Insomnia problem? NO!! Stress? NO!! no idea why I couldn't sleep tonight. HAHA!!

Actually today, my housemates and I went to Zličin via the metro... went to IKEA looking for the curtains and also the carpets!! Aha... actually we are now trying to decorate the kitchen..since the kitchen is too big and nothing's there besides of the refrigerator and also the oven + kitchen sets... we bought a set of Sofa... haha...

So that means, we're trying to set up our mini living room for the guests!! Also trying to optimize every single angles and spaces in our house... New red striking curtains plus the red carpets and also black sofa set!!! together with the small glass table really makes the house 'alive'!!! haaha...I placed the aquarium there too hoho.....

Then, I packed my stuffs that I'm gonna bring to Budapest, Hungary today!!! haha... some clothes but mostly foods hehe....just in case there's no HALAL foods there!! Then, I worked on something more academic!! haha... working on the 7 cases I need to learn in Czech language... hurm!! looks hard and difficult but I think that doesn't matter as long as I love the subject!! Gonna try to memorize em all before the class starts!! Insy ALLAH...

and now..I am updating my blog!! Actually I am trying to prevent myself from falling asleep.... afraid that everybody overslept!! haha.. our bus is at 6.30AM from Florenc to Budapest!!! Hence, whatever it is we need to get the bus!!! tickets were paid online and that costs us 16 Eur only! and the hostel that we're going to stay for 4 days and 3 nights costs us about 32 Eur per head... Cheap right?? weahaha!!!

How would budapest looks like?? Is it nice?? people there?? foods?? cultures?? bla2 bla2 bla2.. haha!!! OMG I'm so sleepy now!! seems that I need to take a very very short nap!! at least I have some energy to walk to the METRO station hehe... see ya then!! SALAM!!!

Czech people ARE Racists!!!!

2010-02-06T07:32:00.003+01:00

I'm not creating stories or rumors about these Czech citizens... but it's actually true and this story was told by my Czech language lecturer while I was chatting with her in the Internet! Why Czech people are racists??? why are they so cold-blooded and not that friendly compared to other white people in other country...

The main reason for this is...they were once conquered by the communists and even though they are now a republic country, but still the effects and drawbacks from communism years ago do effect their attitude and life!!!

Plus, communists don't believe in the existence of God and they don't worship the GOD!!! this could also be the reason why these people's life are full with hatred and vengeance! They are definitely lacking in respect to other people (especially foreigners) and the values of care and loves!

Miss Marcie who is my Czech Language teacher said... she don't like to be called as a Czech but instead preferred to be called an American!!! (the place where she got her PhD and knew more things about life and friends)..... hahha!! how funny Marcie!! But that's true...she's definitely different from other Czechs... the way she thinks..the way she communicates..and the way she interacts with foreigners.....!!!

Ok continue.... Marcie told me that Czechs hate the Gypsies and Vietnamese which makes larger population of Czech republic within years.... hehe... The Vietnamese once came to the country and sold clothes here.... but Czechs hate them and they labeled the Vietnamese as a 'the boy of the country' which are similar as the slaves!!! hehe.... and till now the Vietnamese population grows and they are now working in small shops selling fruits and veggies!!! But still Czechs hate them!!!

About the gypsies.... for me they are even worst compared to the Vietnamese... these Gypsies originated from the northern India.... they are nomadic and very lazy!!! Also, they causes lots of social problems to the community... teenagers do street fighting, heavy alcoholic, robbing, stealing, commit violence to the publics, uncontrolled pregnancies, drugs and bla bla bla....!!! They were once migrating to the Europe after the emperor or leader in Northern India exiled them all from the countries....

However Gypsies don't wanna find any jobs and they commit crimes and crimes!!! Also, they depends on the charities to live and NO educations for this group of people!! How pity these people!!! and Czechs really hate and anti towards the gypsies.... they really want these Gypsies to be separated from their community and if possible they wanna border to be made between them and these Gypsies.... Marcie told me..the situation is just similar as what happened in America.... "The borders and conflicts exist between the WHITES and BLACKS" wahah!!!

Now I realized why these Czechs don't seem to be friendly when they saw us boarding the trams or metros!!! They might think that we're just like the Gypsies or the Vietnamese!!! Asian skin colour and face looks almost similar!!! hehe... Hoping that these RACIST things would end up very soon otherwise Czech Republic would never develop!!!

Hopefully the growth of ISLAMIC COMMUNITY in Czech republic would change the way these Czech people think and their lifestyle too.... hence develop this country!! May ALLAH saves this country with ISLAMIC CIVILIZATION!!! Amen Ya ALLAH!!

Communication is a barrier...

2010-02-05T09:12:00.004+01:00

From what I learned in the 2 years course of IB Diploma (TOK), I agreed that language is the most important element in our daily life!! Now I realized how meaningful and useful TOK to me.... hahahah!!! Thank u Pak Lan n Pn Hindon the two superb TOK teachers in KMS!!!

This morning I went to the clinic for the blood test and also the skin tuberculosis test.... As usual majority of the Czech don't speak English but instead they speak theirs. Fooh!!! that was so hard for me!! hehe..

Everything was in Czech!!! Argghh.. the instructions..the signs... the notes on the boards... and bla bla bla...!!! I think Malaysia is much better because even though our first language is Malay but still English signs or notices are placed at the same time!!! what makes my life more miserable is... the nurses and some of the staffs don't speak English hehe...

So I tried to figure out what are they trying to say by using my very few Czech vocabularies in my mind to understand their language!! At the moment I had to write my personal details on the card.... I hardly understood what the card wants??? what should I write on it?? everything's CZECH wahahah!!!! fortunately a nice Czech guy helped me with this.. and he also decided to get a 'jab' from the tuberculosis vaccine....

Now I know that:

1. Prijmeni: Last name
2. Jmeno: First name
3. Bydlim: address
4. Narozeny: date of birth (easy to figure because in the column it's written dd/mm/rr)
5. kontakt: i don't know
6. bla bla bla bla... (no idea!!)

hehe... what a day!!!! gonna have few meetings again v pondeli (monday) for my TB test result and ve stredu (wednesday) for the signature and short consultation by Dr Mrastik!!! hehe....

My new bag....

2010-02-04T08:35:00.002+01:00

I bought this bag for me myself... hehe.... need to buy one to replace the worn out bag!!! hehe... NICE!!!!

Rindu....

2010-02-02T23:09:00.002+01:00

Beberapa minit yang lalu aku sempat menghantar Iqbal dan Jehe di depan pintu rumah.. Mereka akan pulang ke Malaysia!! waaa....sedihnya!!! bestnya!!! rindunya!!! Menurut mereka, bas yg mereka naik nanti adalah bas dari Florenc station yang akan menuju ke Amsterdam terlebih dahulu..lepas tuh baru menuju ke Frankfurt, Germany!! Dijangka sampai di airport Frankfurt pukul 7.30 AM....

Then, from Frankfurt they will board the Qatar Airways plane heading to Malaysia and I heard that they will transit somewhere in Dubai...wow!!! what a journey!! hehe.... So they'll spend their 2 weeks holiday with their family members in Malaysia!! How great!! sometimes I envied them because they can go back....

even now... I miss Ayah, mama, balon (the way I called my eldest bro since I was young), and nana.....!!! I miss them all!! I miss my family!!! Gonna call Mama tomorrow morning!! no matter what!!

But, yeah!! why should I think of going back this soon?? I planned to go back during the summer!! still have lots of things to do Hazim!! hehe...Exam for the winter semester has ended.. and now what should I do huh???

Maybe I should:

1. Find the cheapest place to buy Crystal for my mum...
2. Hang around in Prague
3. Surfing internet??
4. Study the 7 cases of Czech which Miss Marcie has assigned
5. Anatomy maybe...(Love the stories in Thiemes)- dissection is on March!!!
6. Histology... preparing for next semester as seniors said that it's gonna be very busy!!!
7. Others.....

Můj tatinek narozeniny.....

2010-02-02T05:41:00.005+01:00

Můj tatinek narozeniny..... maksudnya: My father's Birthday...

Seperti biasa setiap kali tibanya 2 Februari...aku pasti akan teringat akan ayah.... sbb hari ni hari lahir beliau... Inilah kali pertama aku mengucapkan 'Selamat Hari Lahir Ayah' di perantauan iaitu jauh di Eropah (Czech republic).... Oh pantasnya masa berlalu... Pagi ini bila aku bukak handphone je...ada tertulis dekat reminder.. "Birthday Ayah ke 49".... Oh.. ayah dah berusia 49 tahun... dan x lama lg beliau akan menjangkau usia 50 tahun... yelah mana mungkin manusia jadi muda balik... is it possible for reverse growth to happen?? haha...ridiculous!!!

Pesanan buat ayah:

Ayah,

Ajim doakan ayah sihat selalu... semoga ayah diberkati oleh Allah Taala di dunia dan juga diakhirat... ajim sangat2222 rindukan ayah!! terima kasih di atas segala pengorbanan ayah, nasihat ayah, dan juga segala kasih sayang ayah selama ini.... Insya Allah ajim berjanji akan membawa pulang segulung ijazah MuDr dari Czech republic pada tahun 2015 nanti untuk ayah n mama.... Love, tvůj syn Muhammad Hazim Bin Mohammad Diah

YA ALLAH KAU PELIHARALAH DAN JAGALAH KEDUA-DUA ORANG TUAKU... DAN KASIHANILAH MEREKA SEPERTI MANA MEREKA MENGASIHANIKU DAN MENJAGAKU SEMASA AKU MASIH KECIL YA ALLAH....GOLONGKANLAH MEREKA DI DALAM GOLONGAN ORANG-ORANG YANG SOLEH DAN BERIMAN!!! AMIN.....

Learn How To Make 'Sambal'....

2010-01-31T20:31:00.002+01:00

Since that I've finished the exam, so I have ample time to cook hahah...!!! start from tonight... I learned how to cook one of the Malaysian famous dish...the spicy 'Sambal'!!! My housemate Payed taught me how to make the sambal... since that it's damnly hard to find the dried chillies in Prague, hence I bought the powdered chillies sold in small packets....

well the picture I posted above is the sambal I made!!! but, it tastes a lil bit bitter haha!!! my friend said that my sambal becomes bitter because I put excess onions heheh... is it??? wahaha... xpe la... makan jek la sambal nie!!!

She gave me the chance but I refused...

2010-01-30T06:51:00.003+01:00

This happened a week before the examination period starts.... in my Anatomy Practical... haha.. Andrew, the 6th year medic student who is the assisstant of Dr Nemcova took my colleagues and I who don't need to sit for the credit test of Anatomy to the dissection room... he showed us all the organs involved in the immunity system... spleen and all the lymph nodes.... wow!! amazing!! we were given the chance to touch the spleen which is the most sensitive organ in human body!!

In most car accidents victims died because of the ruptured spleen... Andrew said that "the first thing that we need to look in a person who involved in car accident is spleen" ruptured spleen may cause blood loss and this is very dangerous for the victim as he can die within one hour (not so sure)".... subhanallah... how sensitive the organ is!!!

I placed my hand covered with the dissecting gloves into the abdomen to palpate and find the location of spleen...it's located behind the stomach and I can feel it!!! wow!! great!! also it's near to the kidney and pancreas...AMAZING... Allah's creation is the best and the most perfect ever...

Then, he took us to the anatomy muzeum and we found all types of skulls....deformed skulls like cyclops...and even the animal's bones!!! big whale...tortoise...wolf...lion..and etc etc... and I just learned something from Dr Nemcova.... wolf and dogs have penis bone...hahah!!! marvellous!!

haha.. after visiting the muzeum..we entered the class and she gave us the credit!!! when it was my turn... she said that I got 2 C's and she asked me "Mohammad Diah... do you want 2 questions from me.. U want A or B for the credit??" since that I haven't prepared for anything I told her that I don't want... she said " okay..B for you then..."

After I went back home..I regretted the decision I made just now!! Why don't I just answer the question that she wanna ask to rise my grade from B to A.... it won't affect anything!!! If i can answer the questions successfully..I will get A and If i don't... it's B... aaaaaaaaa!!! I missed the chance!!! she gave me the chance but I refused......!!!

Biophysics madness...

2010-01-30T06:02:00.005+01:00

After weeks and hours reading plus memorizing all the 'crazy' formulas and concepts of Biophysics Alhamdulillah... I passed my Biophysics examination yesterday (29th January 2010)... Alhamdulillah Ya Allah... I can't stop thinking of Allah at the moment I sat in front of Professor Vitek and talked about all formulas I knew... and even before I entered the room!!! how torturing!!!

I couldn't even sleep for the past few days thinking about yesterday!!!! I was so scared even before I entered the examination room because I know that Physics is definitely something that I'm not so interested and attracted to.... I don't like the subjects since I was in the secondary school and even my Physics teacher cursed me before I sat for the SPM hahah... I still remember those memories!!!

Yesterday...I woke up as early as 5 AM (the night before I slept at 12.30 AM to 1 AM) hehe... why should I wake up that early?? haha... I do need to wake up early!! because I haven't studied the Thermodynamic and Electric... I focused the most on topics related to medicine!!! haha serve you right Hazim!!!! also, I wanna revise back all formulas that I've memorized before and I don't know why I spent most of my time on the Radioactive decay...heheh!!!

when the clock stroke at 8 AM....I became even scared and nervous... only Allah knows how sacred I am at that time... I became a bit confused as all Biophysics stuffs start to mix up together hahaha.... I only pray that Allah will help me to answer the question for today... in the Biofyzika Ustav (biophysics department) in Univerzita Karlova....

Professor Vitek call us inside!! I need to look for my assessment card on the table exactly I entered the 'torture room' and picked one question card which consist of 3 questions.... and OMG... I got - 1) radiactive decay, 2) free energy and free enthalpy 3) light energy and intensity.... I'm dead..because I don't read the thermodynamic topic..argh!!!! then he gave me 2 pieces of A4 paper to draft my answer and I sat on one of the tables inside the room... I can answer the first and 3rd question and I wrote all formulas and showed how the formulas can be derived... almost 1 3/4 papers were used to answer question 1 and 3.. and lastly question 2... hahaha!!! just 1/4 of the paper...

I used my knowledge in IB Diploma.... I wrote the Gibbs Free energy formula hoping that it's correct!!! wahahha as my turn came... I was having tachycardia!!! wahahah!! so scared maaa..... I showed the 2 pieces of paper full with formulas front and back pages to Prof Vitek.... and it happens as follows: Me: so for the first question.... Radioactive decay is....and it happens because of bla bla bla... there are 2 types of radioactive decay that I wanna talk today... the alpha and beta decay.... (showing him the formulas written on the paper)

Vitek: ermm... yeah!! okay... ok ok...proceed to next question!! (writing 1 at the first column of my assessment card- 1 is excellent, 2 is very good, 3 is good and 4 is fail)

Me: okay now...the free enrgy and enthalpy... free energy can be defined by using this formula (pointing at the formula which I'm not sure it is)...the free energy does have a relation with the temperature and the entropy!! hahha (bantai jek)

Vitek: tell me what's the definition of free energy! that is the free enthalpy definition...

Me: Oh no I'm dead... (whispering in my heart~~ scary~~) ERM... erm .... aaa..

Vitek: It's actually similar but the delta H for free enrgy is the internal energy...hahahha...(laugh a bit and smiled at me..maybe because he saw me a bit panicked haha!)

Me: oh I see... okay so ....(i repeat back his words and he gave me 1 again for this question ALhamdulillah)

Vitek: okay next question..

Me: Okay overhere about the energy of light I present you the 3 laws that I know about the enrgy and for the intensity Planck's law, Wein displacement law and Steffan-Boltzmann law.... (not even finished my lines)

Vitek: Oh..it;s okay it's okay (he wrote 1 again in the assessment card).... Finally..I found someone got excellent for today!!! good job

Me: Alhamdulillah Ya Allah... I passed my Biophysics exam with a score '1' which I never expected that I can scored that much!!! Allah helps me and Allah gives this chance for me... Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah (I came out of the room with a big smile!!!)

those are the stories happened yesterday during the Biophysics final exam.....I kept my draft paper with me and will never throw them away together with all biophysics notes!! (not gonna throw them all just like what I planned before I sat for the exam)... Biophysics madness now changed into Biophysics marvellous and fantastic hehe!!!

X de keje punye pasal...

2010-01-25T10:24:00.003+01:00

hahaha.... I don't know why I place this logo in my blog!! wahahaha.... just to relax my mind after spending hours on cell bio n biophysics stuffs... Ya ALLAH.. bantulah aku dlm mencari ilmu Mu....

I love Biophysics....

2010-01-21T08:13:00.002+01:00

Foohh.... what a day!!! Spending hours and even days to understand a page of BIOPHYSICS book are really tiring!! Next week I'm going to sit for my final exam of Biophysics which means in the next summer semester I don't have to study this subject again...wahahha..

actually biophysics is interesting because once I understood the concept of X ray or MRI or CT or bla bla bla... I was so impressed!!! really amazing.... BUT... the book we use in the university which is authored by our own professor is really222222 confusing....really hard to understand the contents... I would say that the contents in the book are not well organized and could make people who read the book gone mad like me!!! WAAWAWAHAHAH..

That's why I found biophysics is not as interesting as HISTOLOGY n ANATOMY which I love the most! I would not blame Prof Vitek for the book..and I won't blame anyone for this... I should blame myself for this... I realized my mistakes because I'm kind of ignoring this subject and paid more attention on other subjects...hahha!!

But if I could change the system in my Uni... I would change the biophysics sessions to be in smaller groups or smaller classes just like what we had in the anatomy practical n histology practicals.......instead of big lecture....hehe!!! but that is only IF I COULD..... hehhehe

I believe that this subject does have something to do with my future career... really need this knowledge to deal with machines like MRI...CT SCAN....X-RAY....and etc etc etc...
well..gotta do lots of revision and hopes that ALLAH will help me to discover more interesting things and knowledge in the BIOPHYSICS.......

2010-01-16T18:24:00.001+01:00

adopt your own virtual pet!

Before I forget....

2010-01-14T16:19:00.003+01:00

Hahahha..well i guess this will be the shortest post for this month hahaha.. kind of busy right now... hmmm tomorrow I got 2 exams... morning anatomy (gastrointestinal system) test and then followed by the credit exam of the First Aid after the Friday Prayer..next week.. informatics n followed by cell biology and biophysics...fuhhh!!!

well what I wanna share with u guys today...hehehe!!! I learned something new in my Czech language lesson yesterday.... the hardest part in czech language has started!!! we already learned about the declensions....hehe!!! similar as grammar but it considers the cases and situations...

what attracts me to the new thing is... for the 5th case...which is so called as Vocative....!!! this 'thing' will be used to call somebody in the informal way....for example "Ahoj Marcelo" (Ahoj means Hello) if we wanna call a person name Marcela... the ending of the name becomes O instead of A..hehhee

hahha!!! so my name is HAZIME....instead of Hazim...hehhe!!! n few of my malaysian classmates got their names change.... like Maira becomes Mairo..n amirah becomes Amiro.... hoho.. but azhani n wani remains because their names end with -i or -e.....(imagine if wani becomes WANO n Azhani becomes Azhano) hahaha!!! that's really weird and funny kakakka!!!!

WORLD IS INTERESTING!!! lots of secrets and Knowledges to be discovered!!!!! SUBHANALLAH

LAMPU JALAN

2010-01-09T23:17:00.004+01:00

HAHHAA... this photo was taken here in Prague... current temperature is -4 degree..hmm not that cold enough..but due to the continuous snow falling from the sky since Friday, ice covered all things on the road... even the LAMPU JALAN.... heheh!! AMAZING...

Czech tips 2 - for IB batch 4

2009-12-29T23:58:00.002+01:00

INTERVIEW

Okay continue.. so if u passed the entrance exam, u will be called for an interview. Interview will be conducted by the professor of that uni. Like us, the vice Dean of Charles Uni First Faculty of medicine, Prof Ottomar Kitnar interviewed each of us.

soalan die tny basic la... why nak jadi dr... why choose Prague..why choose charles uni... what is IB, what are the qualities doctors should have? etc etc... i think u guys can figure them out kot... almost like MARA interview.. hehe!! Just be yourself and confident... the interviewer is a really nice guy and friendly too!! His last word to me before I left the interview room "Okay see you this coming september!!"..?? hehe...

Last time Sherley the bested officer came to the college and she interviewed us (mock)! she also helped us with the do's and dont's during interview and widen our perspectives on particular things!!! hehe.. u can request from pn ct maryam too klu nak minx tlg sherley!! hehe..

p/s: I'm not so sure about this rumor!! someone told me..if u passed the entrance exam then, confirm that u already got the placement! but it depends on how many passed the exam.. like us the quotas are only 40 Malaysians for the uni...(KMB, KMS, and KTT)... kebetulan masa kitorang 10 KMs lepas... 17 KTT and 13 KMB dpt (figure less or more..not so sure!).. so I heard that all students yg passed entrance exam also succeed in the interview! BUT DO UR BEST OKAY!!!! hehe...

IB exam

about IB exam.. mmg la takut and risau! hehe... lagi2 MATHS IB!!! pening222!! okay for IB preparation... better siapkan and submit all the IB stuffs like EE, TOK, CAS, IA's..... to teacher ASAP... klu blh by February dah siap la sume bnda!!!

seriously after u finished all them up korang akan rasa lebih lega and selesa..then u can focus more on ur studies!! actually the best moment in IB is masa final sem..sebab dah x busy and u can focus more on ur studies!! Teachers pun very helpful!! IB teachers are the best teacher ever...

start updating ur notes and start studying... Maths buat la past years quests..klu x phm tny cg azian ke cg arfa ke...or cg2 maths lain yg gempak22!!! nhehhe... ak wat maths sampai rse mcm nk JERIT hahah...sgt pelik and pening!! Calculus..OMG!!

also, finish up all mind maps yg korang wat!! u r gonna need them all especially during IRP!! also better to have ur own notes for each subject.. and prepare special files for each subject sbb nk simpan all notes and handout dpt mase IRP and also waktu kat kelas!!! hehe...

last skali buat la solat hajat n bangun malam!! banyakkan amalan sunat!! sebab hanya Allah je tempat kita nak bergantung lepas kite dah usaha.. sebab Allah mampu nk kembalikan ilmu tuh waktu kite perlukan dan Allah juga mampu menghilangkan ilmu2 yg kita ada!! rajin2 jumpe ustaz sofi ke...hehe

Help each others la.. because like me.. i love to tell my buddies about what I've learned.. so indirectly u memorize better and also helped others to understand sth!! Jangan kedekut ilmu!! share dgn semua orang!! our aim: semua akan fly..100 percent fly okay!!! all the best IB batch 4

I believe that u guys can do even better than our batch!! work smart and always remember that Allah is always with us all the time!! Hopefully I answered ur questions!! If there's anything to ask feel free to ask me via my mail or YM: ajim_diah90@yahoo.com!!

Jazakallah!!!

Czech tips 1 - for IB batch 4

2009-12-29T23:32:00.002+01:00

I post this blog to share my experiences and few tips (maybe) in applying for a placement to the medical uni in Czech Republic. (answering special request from IB batch 4)

Experience huh.. okaylah... actually all of us thought that we'll be going to India and the very last hope pun cuma nak apply UK uni la but placement is limited. But Alhamdulillah.. when Pn Shima requested some placements in czech for KMS and even UK... MARA pun bagi

So at that moment, MARA only sponsor 10 students only for the entrance exam which cost about rm 370 kot... so, college decided to select students based on the sem 3 exam result... at that time agak ramai la apply even yg x masuk dlm list 10 students pun ada jugak apply...

Since ramai nak apply..college decides to select students based on Trial Exam.. (so better for u guyz to score la)... hehe!! in the end dapat la 13 orang to sit for the entrance exam..

Entrance exam

Generally, the questions are based on the A-level syllabus but better to read even more. For entrance exam..u have to answer chemistry, biology, and physics/maths questions. Questions are all MCQ but one question can have 1 or more correct answers and some question boleh jadi jugak all answers are correct!! heheh...

I found that Maths is sangat senang la!! lagi senang compared to IB!! heheh... biology last time byk tanya pasal genetics...most questions genetics where as Chemistry most questions biochemistry.. so..it's advisable to read IB + A level + other extra... u can borrow soalan2 from pn ct maryam because she has the copies yg BestEd bagi... find all the sources in KMS library and u can also borrow ur A-level friends' books!!

But, don't take this as a burden because u r actually preparing urself for the IB final exam apart of studying for the entrance exam. Also, to make things easier u guys can discuss em all together. hehe.. like us..since that I'm the only guy applying so x dpt la nk wat discussion!!! sdeyh!!! hehe.. well believe me that group study will be more joyful!! hehe...

Plus, pn siti maryam who I miss her so much..she helped us a lot to face these new things!! she even made a special pre entrance exam!! just like mock exam hehehe... just to build our confidence to face em!! klu blh minx die buatkan exam for u guyz ker??

last skali u guys patut buat adelah bertawakkal kepada Allah n solat sunat hajat banyak2 supaya dipermudahkan urusan!!

entrance exam nanti u guys akan jawab dlm satu hall besar and the answers will be marked by the professors of particular uni yg u guys apply..FYI, different uni (Prague, Olomouc, HK) akan buat entrance exam on different date! passing mark akan ditentukan oleh professor tuh nanti!!

Lunch...

2009-12-29T13:09:00.004+01:00

This is my Lunch for today hehehhee.... Salad with sauce!!! nyum nnyum!!!! hehe..

Why have this as lunch??

1. Diet program maybe..hehe!!! after eating a lot of junk foods!! (biscuits n bla222)
2. Easy made!!! no need to cook
3. Save time, energy, and etc etc
4. Suka ati aku la nak makan ape!!! hehe

Some pics in Prague!!!

2009-12-26T23:29:00.003+01:00

Wenceslas square or in czech called Vaclavske Namesti - The busiest center in Prague

Karlovo Namesti or Charles square - Picture of a park near to the Faculty of Medicine, Charles Univeristy

An evening view by the Vltava river - the only source of water in czech republic!!!

I found this statue near the Vltava river... In Palackeho Namesti!!!

8 days left!!!

2009-12-26T22:59:00.003+01:00

Wow...time's moving so fast!! A week of the Christmas break already gone!! hehe... that means, I have another 8 days before the class starts! Okay.. what should I do huh?? I should spend at least few days on the academic things heheh.... Just to ensure that I'm still in the mood of studying.. Okay! Let's plan then...

1. Update all the Histology practical and lecture notes

2. Update and rearrange Anatomy notes! (Professor Nemcova drawings!!!)

3. Revision on biophysics which I hardly understand throughout the winter semester.. Oh Allah help me with this!!!

4. Anatomy revision 1 - muscle of head and neck + innervations and vessels

5. Anatomy revision 2 - gastrointestinal system which my Professor Nemcova encouraged to read em just like a story book!!! HAHAHA...

6. Some work out on Latin medical terminology to ensure that I pass for the next test!! Latin declensions here I come!!

Hurmm... looks like 8 days are not enough for these stuffs. But I will not give up hehe!! Just try my best to do all those stuffs starting from tomorrow! I believe that Allah will always be beside me to face all these! HAZIM Gambate!! I CAN DO IT!!!!

Going around Prague

2009-12-22T08:02:00.000+01:00

Yesterday was very tiring heheh... After performing the Asr prayer, I went to the bank. Lots of things that I need to deal and settle with the bank officer. I need to renew my residential address so that the bank can send all the bank statements to the new apartment I rent. Also, I need something done with my internet banking as I failed to access my account online haha..what a day!! waiting for the english speaking officer for 10 to 15 minutes..(padan muka..tulah sape suro x wat appointment awal2!!)

Then, my friend who loves shopping and maybe I can categorized him as a big spender ever and a shopaholic did the window shopping in Muzeum. Actually I hate shopping and I don't like shopping.. the reason is, I can't decide which clothes are suitable for me and I really need somebody I trusted especially my MAMA as my fashion advisor hahah... that's why I hate when it's the time to shop for the clothes and bla bla bla... I hope that my soulmate in the future knows and understands this hehe!! but i'm still a good companion...I can even follow 'her' anywhere she wants!

okay22 that's not the point for this post.. yesterday, my friend introduced me a bread sold somewhere in the middle of the Vaclavske Namesti. It was a round shaped onion bread (fried) with rajcata or tomato sauce and syr aka cheese as the toppings. Initially that looked great but when I ate that stuffs I laughed!!!! HAHAHHAHAHAH..the taste was similar as one of Malaysian traditional food which is CAKOI...hahahha!!! how fun!!!

then, we went to the old town which is not so far from the vaclavske namesti or so called the 'wenceslas square' which is named after the king wenceslas of Czech republic! That was really beautiful with colourful lights placed on the trees...and in the middle of that old town or in czech called "staromestka" there are many booths for the christmas!! fortunately we arrived there at almost 6 PM and we luckily watched a short show at the astronomical clock!! Some puppets will come out and dance every one hour!! That's cool but LAME...

Next, a story in the Palladium..hehhe!! we found a pet shop!! really great and I was attracted to a rabbit which costs only 450 KC or equivalent to RM 90 or Eur 16. The bunny is very cute and white in colour with several black spots. hahha!!! I planned to buy that bunny to keep him as a pet at home!! But we had some funny and long session with the sales girl in that pet shop:

Me: Excuse me, I would like to buy this rabbit (my friends also said the same thing)
SG: Oh.. so which box are u going to place that Rabbit?
Me: Box?? (kind of blur with what she means)

I realized that she means a rabbit cage hehhe...

Me: I will buy this (showing at the container which people normally use to place dogs or cats when travelling..sounds funny ha?? yeah!! to minimize the cost of course!!)
SG: no no! that box is for cats and dogs only. U can't place rabbits in the box!! (she shouted and people around starts to laugh)

OMG..that was bad and we hate her as she even speaks czech with other czech people telling how stupid we are to place those bunnies in the cat box. Those czech people laughed at us!! OMG i couldn't accept this and we at the same time "mengumpat laa" this kakak in MALAY language.. she taught that we couldn't understand what she was saying!! hehehe... u can't lie us huh

Then, we created new fairy tale story in order to buy that rabbits,

Me: OK.. it's like this! I already have my rabbits cage at home and now planning to buy the cat travelling container for my cat at home as well (hahha these are definitely exaggerated lies!!)
SG: Erm...erm.. er.. (blur as she hardly understand what we mean..czech people!! not all understand english)
Me: So can we put the rabbit in that cat container!! (how smart!!)Just to bring those rabbits back okay!!
SG: okay one second!!

She went somewhere and after 10 minutes she came back and said that "i'm sorry my working time has ended and I can't sell you that Rabbit". What the.... we definitely couldn't accept that excuses!! we left the pet shop and will never turn back to that pet shop!! and as we went back yesterday.. we talked all bad things about her!! hahah how many sins we made last night talking about that sales girl....So..no rabbits and no cat travelling containers neither!!!! hahahha. Plan to go to Letnany where a senior said that there's one pet shop there!!! hehhe

Dissection exam!!

2009-12-16T18:14:00.004+01:00

Alhamdulillah... after spending a week dissecting the cadavers I passed the dissection examination today!! haha.. seriously my life was definitely hectic the whole week! Not enough rest, lack of joyful life, and tired hahah... (i believe people would say "Yeah..that's the real life as a medic student!!")

Dissection week takes about a week and within that week, we need to do lots and lots of things hahha!! dissections start at 2.30pm and end at 5.30pm to 6 pm. In the morning there are classes which I need to attend in order to get credit..fuh!! really challenging life in Prague!

Alhamdulillah.. I already got my winter semester credit for both histology and czech language subject. Thanx to MuDr Tomas Kucera and Miss Marcie! and now I got my winter sem dissection credit.. Oh Allah thank you for helping me to face all these things!

ok ok continue back with our story about dissection. My friends and I got two cadavers..both are czech and old ladies heheh!! Allah's creations are really great and complex!! I wonder how small the nerves are and can you imagine how the main artery can branch into smaller arteries!! I was impressed with those things!!

after coming back home at 6 pm...I was really tired and need more rest to stay awake!! Got lots of things to read haha!! muscles...innervations..insertions...origins...vessels and also the topographic anatomy heheh... Only Allah knows how difficult my life was at that time... I need to spend most of my time reading anatomy books for nights!! Study the maps of blood vessels and nerves which i love a lot!! hehe..

sometimes, I skipped my lunch and even dinner to study..hehe!! and because malas to masak..so we just eat rice + fried egg + soysauce!! hahah..look simple but was very delicious at such moment!!

And today..was really funny!! I was lucky as the examiner was a nice professor! I was very222 nervous at that time. As my turn comes... I opened the door and shook his hand!!! With my forceps in my hand I followed him to the dissected cadaver!! haha

What happened than?? I couldn't answer the first question!! hahha..how shameful!! I really forgot what muscle is that...hehe... confuse + nervous + scared + negatives feelings!!! Fortunately he helped me by giving the clue...heheh!!! Also, for the second question.. I mistakenly identified the artery! supposed to be the deep femoral artery but I say "that's the external iliac artery!" haha.. Professor: Are you sure? No no...the external iliac artery is above there" (showing to me at the abdominal part)... I was panicked!! OMG... I'm dead...

Is he going to fail me?? ohh no!! help me... in the end I answered the correct one! then, he showed me another structure at abdomen..I can answer them successfully!! The lateral crus and medial crus of superficial inguinal ring...the aponeurosis of externus oblique abdominis muscle... and the median + ulnar nerve!!!

In the end..Professor said: "Okay..I gave u B!!" hahha... Ok la B as long as I passed... but still I am not that satisfied as I can get something better than that... Now I realized what are my faults?? I should not be too nervous.. should be more cool and more relax...hehe!! Won't do the same mistakes again!! I promise myself.. I will target for something better for the next summer dissection exam!!!

Pray for my success yeah!! This Friday which is the awal muharram.. I will celebrate that day with my anatomy test on the neck and face muscles....hehhe!!! okay bye then!! Will continue next time!!!

Shopping lagi...

2009-09-15T10:53:00.006+02:00

Bile tengok tajuk atas of course this post is about shopping hahah!! well, today I went shopping with my mom.. die x keje ker?? x lah...aku 'culik' mama dari office nye dan mengajaknya ke Jusco di Equine Park hahah!!

So about 11.40 am cmtu aku kluar rumah n fetched mama ku dari office beliau. Hehehe... I really need her about shopping2 nie because I hate shopping n I really need somebody to comment about stuffs that I chose...cause I know that MAMA's opinions are always the best for me!! heheh~~
So, do u know what I bought today?? of course la gne duit MARA shopping hehe... one black coat worth RM 199.00... a neck tie worth rm 19.90 and also a pair of weinbrenner sport shoes which cost me rm 80 after being rounded up!! heheh...

Actually mama asked me to buy coat yg mahal sket like Pierre Cardin and also Alain Delon ke... aku pon cakap, "tapi mahal la ma... about rm 4 ratus lebih...dh lebih bajet ajim!!" my mom repiled, "xpe la mama topup kan lagi...". Disebabkan aku kesian kat mama yg aku selalu 'pow' duit die utk beli buku2 anatomy histo n so on plus baju2 nk bwk sne.... aku pon ckp la.. "xpe la beli jek yg murah nie...kat sne gne utk exam n also klu ade any majlis kat embassy je pon...xpe la ajim gne duit ajim je!! MARA kan dh bagi duit."

Itulah MAMA ku yang sporting n best!! Will miss u forever and thank u ye mama for the offer hehe!!

Ade lagi stu kejadian berlaku....haha!! after my mom bought her contact lens liquid..i dunnow what it is..seems like to clean 'em monthly kot...solution ape ntah... she entered the Jusco again nk tengok la bed sheet and byk bnde yg mungkin nk dibelinya.... So I followed her with two plastic bags. One plastic bag contains my shoes where as the other one is my black coat n also that tie i bought just now...mase nk melangkah masuk je... berbunyi lah alarm door detector tuh... ala yg premises always put at the entrance to detect unpaid or stolen stuffs...hehe cuaks aku!! aku nk masuk je berbunyi...pelik n sungguh pelik!! nasib ade staff yg baik n help me...she opened my plastic bag n checked the coat I bought...

"mungkin ade tag yg x dicabut kot kat brg yg adik beli nie" kate kakak promoter tuh... "ntah la kak..tadi saye jalan kat bwh keluar okay jek...xde masalah.." I replied back. "xpe2 meh sni akak tengok..." kakak promoter took my Jusco plastic bag n checked that coat...

Memang btol cashier forgot to remove the tag from the coat...I gave her the receipt and that kind hearted kakak took that coat I bought and removed that tag!! hehe...'nasib baik x bawak balik tag tuh skali..klu x mencanak aku nk bukak!!" haha!! what a day??? fortunately org x ramai mase tu..n also nasib baik those staffs are open-minded and x tuduh aku pencuri di bulan RAMADHAN..hehhe!!!

So again diz evening my dad ajak berbuka dgn die kat Hotel plak..ngn my mom la jugak..hehe rezeki2 alhamdulillah..kali nie TNB plak yg belanja berbuka puasa...kali ni kat Residence Hotel, UNITEN....will tell ya nnt yer?? sedap ke x..hehe mcm program 'jalan2 cari makan' la plak

Apa rase berbuka di Hotel???

2009-09-13T02:47:00.009+02:00

Actually, last Friday aku berbuka puasa di Equatorial Hotel, Bangi...uih banyak duit aku nk mkn kat sne?? hehe!! Actually bukannya guna duit aku mahupun guna duit parents aku... Ada org belanja..so why don't I go?? ye x..

Actually, my mom n I have been sponsored by CIMB bank to break our fast in that Hotel... actually, CIMB officers tu blanje several MARDI officers (slh sorg tu mak aku la...). So ada 5 org dr MARDI..n i'm one of them..kehkehkeh!! aku keje kat MARDI ke?? x la...sbb mak aku kesian kat aku..klu die pi sne aku buka sorg2 kat umah...ayah?? my dad pi outstation kat penang!! hehe

So, about 6 o'clock cenggitu..aku pon pegi la ke hotel..Fuyoo!! ramai sgt org berbuka kat situ!! makanan nye subhanallah..sgt BANYAK dan SEDAP!!! buleh ke aku nk mkn semua mknn tuh?? ALAMAK....cmne nie?? mati kekenyangankah aku nnt?? I was being informed that the cost is RM94 per head!! fuh... nilah kali pertama aku berbuka dgn kos yg sgt mahal!

SO bile dh nk dkt berbuka tuh..mcm2 kerenah aku tgk.... ade yg amik mknn berpinggan2 mknn.. ade yg amik pinggan 1 - nasi berlauk full, pinggan 2 - kuih muih penuh! pinggan 3 - pudding yg sedap2 (penuh gak)..pinggan 4 - roti... WAAA besarnye perot die?? boleh habis ke??

So, utk mengelakkan ak mati kekenyangan..aku juz amik sesudu kecil mi goreng, sesenduk kecil kuey tiow, sayur mayur yg best, kurma, n air tebu!!! hehe tuh pon nauzubillah..KENYANG!! aku pon tgk la pakcik2 n kakak2 yg join mkn semeja ngn aku...

FUYOO!! tabik la~~ byk gile mkn..yg x leh bla tuh!!! kakak sorg ni buleh mkn byk!! hebat..lepas solat maghrib smbg lagi..hehe!! tp mmg best la dpt buke pose kat Hotel sbb ade org blanje... tapi aku mmg x ske pon buke kat hotel gne duit sendiri! sbb rugi la...bayar mahal2 tp byk mane jer blh makan ye x?? heheh

A kiss and A hug from a Handicapped...

2009-09-11T01:41:00.007+02:00

Kejadian ni berlaku semasa aku transit sekejap dkt KL sentral sebelum bergerak ke Low Yatt Plaza semalam. Apakah kejadian itu?? Setibanya kaki ku mencecah lantai stesen KL sentral, mataku melilau di sekeliling KL sentral tu mencari money changer.

Motifnya, aku nk tau apakah currency rate semasa bagi matawang Euro yg aku bakal gunakan di Czech Republic kira2 seminggu lebih dari sekarang. Habis satu KL sentral aku redah.. kiri, kanan, atas bawah...semua bhg stesen itu aku redah demi menjayakan misiku ini...

Aku sangat sibuk mencatat nilai pertukaran matawang Euro tu di dalam buku nota ku hahaha... semasa aku sedang khusyuk menulis kadar pertukaran Euro currency tuh..aku tertarik dgn artikel surat khabar NST...pasal Indonesian yg sibuk memboikot dan mahu menyerang rakyat Malaysia di tanah air mereka...isyisyisy...apelah yg akn terjadi ye???

aku pon beli la surat khabar tuh..tetiba jer ada seorg lelaki berbangsa cina yg berkerusi roda, matanya sepet, umur dlm 20-an, dan bagiku agak menyedihkan mendekati aku dan memanggilku.. "excuse me, would you mind to talk with me for a while?"

Aku pon menjawab, "yes sure..of course!!" sbb aku pon x kesah mase tuh..Low Yatt plaza pon blom bukak lagi..so watpe nk pi sne awal2 kan kan kan?? lelaki cina itu pon berkata, "I made this cute little doll and would u like to buy it?? please, please help me..." Tambahnya lagi, "if u buy this means u've helped me!"

Aku pon menjawab, "oh..how much is it??" dgn gaya yg agak kekok sbb x minat sgt nk beli..
He replied back by saying "rm 5 only.." Aku pon beritau yg aku x berminat nk beli... kesian gak kat die...

Tetiba, dia tarik tgn aku n desak2 aku...dan aku pon mula merasa rimas!! "Please help me by buying this...come to me...May I hug you??" aku pon mendekati lelaki tuh...n die memeluk tubuh ku ini....tetiba..terase kasihan dekat lelaki ini...mungkin kah lelaki ni perlukan kasih sayang?? kurang perhatian?? dan selalu dipinggirkan oleh public?? or mungkin die x dpt menerima kecacatannya?? mcm2 assumption timbul kat benakku...

Aku pon mengeluarkan mendermakan sejumlah wang yg x seberapa byk pon... n again.. die tarik aku ke arahnya.. "Thank you so much... I wanna hug u once again... may I kiss u??" hehe.. seram sejuk jugak..kira mcm friendly kissing la...hehe!! mmg btol la die nie kurang kasih syg..n die nk kan perhatian!!

So, aku pon peluk lah die balik dgn ikhlas...masa tuh agak malu jugak! sbb buat kat depan org ramai...but why should I?? we should care about these people...and Aku sedar nnt pada masa akan dtg..aku bakal berjumpa lebih ramai lagi pesakit2 di hospital yg perlukan kasih syg n perhatian...jadi mungkin ini satu permulaan yg baik?? I took this positively!! n surely, I'll try to join any community services mase dkt Prague nnt!! hehe....

Kesimpulannya, aku belajar bahawa sepatutnya kita bersyukur dgn pemberian Allah kepada kita..selagi masih sihat dan masih cukup sempurna fizikal kita, gunakan la peluang ni utk beribadah kpd Allah....ingat LIMA perkara sebelum LIMA perkara... dan kepada semua adalah tanggungjawab kita utk menggembirakan dan membahagiakan mereka yg sedih!! hehe...

What's up???

2009-09-10T11:57:00.006+02:00

My friends going to Manipal surely had reached their destination!! I wonder how India looks like? People? the airport? foods? n the university?? hehe... couldn't wait for them to tell me stories and their experiences....

So..my story today..what happened?? hehe...as early as 4.35 am (can we consider this as early??) I woke up and get ready for the 'sahur'..I always plan to help my mom in the kitchen..but as i went downstairs, the foods were already there on the dining table....heheh!! thank u mama n ayah...will help both of you later...before I left Malaysia..Insy Allah!!!

Since that today I planned to go to Low Yatt plaza to look (juz surveying) for a new cell phone, thus I didn't sleep after Subuh...hehehe... I did my budget planning and Alhamdulillah... I managed to finish 'em all though it didn't fully completed. The budget planning are as follows:

1. My traveller's cheque checklist (important to detect cash outflow) and list of allowances given by MARA
2. My budget planning before departure (MYR currencies)..where it goes??
3. My budget planning for month 1 (23 sept-23 oct)

hehehe...I realized that this budget planning can assist me in identifying where the money might be spent soon in Prague and also in Malaysia. I found that I can save quite a lot maa monthly!!!

Then, i went to KL...hehe here the journey began!!! since most of the shops in Low Yatt plaza starts their biz at 11.00 am, so I left my house at 9.00 am approx..hehe!! I believe that I can arrive there by 11.00 am!

Looking for a handphone..sony ericsson model and budget around rm 400.00... hrm!! the promoter introduced me to a model S302 but...the model was dull and I think it's not worth it and I'm not impressed by its design and colour!! hehe...also the price rm 399 excluding the memory card..so I need to pay more...OMG!

What attracts me was a nokia handphone...hehe..actually i'm kind of boycotting that Israel product..but since that the nokia 5310 express music is nice...have multi functions..and I can get it for rm 390 including the 1G memory, 2 mpx camera, loud speaker, beautiful design, warranty for 18 months, USB, charger, and also hands free... So, I was 'hypnotized' by that promoter!! hehe..i didn't realize how can he influenced me to buy that phone!?! hehe so I bought that express music replacing my lost handphone...(actually my bro's cell phone..mati~~ cmne nk jawab ngn die hehe!!)

So, I went back home with a big smile..now still charging that handphone for 8 hours... well I rushed back home as I didn't wanna miss my favourite hilarious comedy at TV3... "upik abu dan laura"..waduh22 ceritanya makin gratis (btol ke vocab nie?) kok!!! hehe...

Budget planning

2009-09-08T12:08:00.002+02:00

Since that yesterday I received a thick envelope of MARA money aka "duit rakyat", so I really need to organize em all very well... the big envelope consists of another 3 envelopes. One envelope of Euro money, another envelope of Malaysian currencies, n an envelope of Traveller's cheques.....

How can I plan them all?? hahha...pening222... First, I need to list back how much MARA has allocated for accommodation, clothing, etc....then I need to estimate how much I might spend for a month n how much I can save??? haha.... Plus, I'm looking for one new handphone in LowYatt plaza.....

Rasa mcm keje kat Ministry of Finance plak wat bajet2 nie..well, I'll follow Pn Ct Maryam's method...prepare small envelopes....hehehe!! Money money n money~~

"Kita seronok bila dpt duit...tp kecewa kalau duit tuh lesap sekejap jer...sbb duit tuh kuar mcm air aka kuat sgt di'joli'kan...." So..PLAN n PLAN n PLAN!!!

Bye-bye my Manipal friends....

2009-09-08T04:44:00.005+02:00

This is a special post for all my KMS friends heading to Manipal tomorrow... Especially my best buddy n rumate ku selama 2 years in IB kat KMS...FARID a.k.a AYED..!!!

Yesterday was the pre departure in MARA headquarters in KL and might be the last moment for me to spend with those MANIPAL bound...(i'm afraid i couldn't send u guys in the airport tomorrow..sorry to redza n rakan2 lain....).. actually aku rase agak sedih la sbb depa sume dh nk pi.. n aku rasa kawan2 m31 n m32 aku sgt22 baik n sgt22 best...

Bile aku sedih, mereka lah TEMAN...bila aku marah mereka lah TEMAN... bila aku happy diorg jugalah TEMAN..n bila aku bosan diorg jugak lah TEMAN... tp mmg dh menjadi hukum alam setiap yg berjumpa pasti akan berpisah...

But seriously...ak x penah rse sedih mcm nie even mse nk berpisah ngn geng2 kat sbp dlu.. KMS buddies sgt22 best..maybe korg x rase sgt kot as u guys will be meeting the same group of friends kat Mangalore later..I will miss Ayed dgn nasihat2 n cerita2 ISMA n the W words beliau..!! Redza dgn luahan rasanye... Awe with his camera... Chang dgn video2 class yg die slalu buat... Ammar n Matwan dgn kutukan2 n lawak2 mereka....Blaine dgn rajukan beliau yg comel....haha!!!... Baylee dgn gaya "oo cmni laa..." nye... shaher...abg long... SE dgn suara nye yg kuat!!! Ghazi dgn pemikirannya yg matang... n banyak lagi... Blok Farabi n Aminuddin sgt happening ngn korang sume...

Well all the best to all Manipal buddies... blaja elok2 yer... If we can face challenges n hardships in IB than we surely ABLE to face the challenges in medical school!!

Do remember that:

"The true friendship is a friendship that's formed because of Allah..n such friendship will never ends!!"

Ingat pada Allah pada setiap masa baik susah n senang..ingt kite blaja kerana Allah bkn sbb lain.. Ikhlas kan hati utk belajar n perbanyakkan amalan2 sunat...solat jgn tinggal...baca Al-Quran - Kalamullah... fahami isi kandungannya...Bawa chy islam dkt Mangalore..ingt kita adlh dai'e2 kecil di luar negara...

Selamat berjuang wahai sahabat2 ku!!! Assalamu'alaikum dan Salam Ukhwah!!!!

Pagi yg sejuk...

2009-09-02T06:26:00.002+02:00

Alhamdulillah...sejuk sungguh pagi ni...rasa mcm malas sgt nk bangun sahur..hrm.. tapi kne la bangun gak sbb nk tolong mama ku yg tersayang..hehe!!! Nana dh balik sekolah..so, aku lah yg kene tlg mama... maybe nie mase terbaik utk aku tlg mama... sbb pasni dh dok jauh kat negeri org!!

Pagi nie sejuk sbb semalam hujan Allah turunkan kira-kira dr pukul 8 pagi sampai lah ke petang dlm pukul 4 or 5 cenggitu....Subhanallah... Astaghfirulah..takut juga andai hujan ini merupakan bala yg Allah turunkan....

So, this morning was soo cold..hehe..kat masjid tadi masing2 nk solat dkt 'port' yg xde kipas... beku rasenye...lpas solat..aku terfikir...klu inilah sejuk disebabkan hujan semalaman... cmne erk nnt kat czechoslovakia?? winter's coming soon...?? I heard the seniors said that the temp can drop to as low as -15 or - 20 degrees wahahah!!! lagi sejuk dr peti sejuk kat rumah!!

Itulah jihad yer x?? haha... so lpas subuh..akibat terlalu sejuk..jadi aku x jadi nk tido lpas subuh..herm..lagi pon x elok!!! n aku pon rse x syok ahh lpas bangun dr tido after subuh.... so mase waktu cenggini lah ak try wat ape2 bnde yg berfaedah nk elok tido hehe..so I've listed back stuffs tht i wanna bring... these are the things I planned to bring:

T-shirt (collar, non colar, tido),kain pelikat, jeans, long pants, slack, kemeja T, tie, black jacket, ayah's sweater, winter clothing, socks, undergarments, belt, singlet, sport shoes, shoes, selipar jamban, baju melayu sepasang, baju melayu extra, sampin, kopiah, songkok, track suit, towel, cloth pegs, hanger, toileteries, sewin kit, bed sheet, blanket, powder + fumes, facial wash, hair cream, iron, rice cooker, spices, beras sikit, books, stationaries, documents (mara. uni, pasport), compass, spectacle extra (kat czech spec plg murah adlh rm 1000), laptop, sejadah, olive oil, lip moisturizer(pelembap bibir), extra medication (minyak gamat, balm serai, vicks), cap, sunglass, handphone, H1N1 masks...(penting kot)-just in case!!!

So inilah senarai2 brg2 yg akan ku bawa nnt..tp..mcm exceed jer...ntah la~~!!! Btw to anybody yg nk rase ade lg brg2 kne tambah bitau ak yer??? thanx!!! hehe...

September comes and here starts....

2009-09-01T06:03:00.004+02:00

Have u realized that now is September!! Seriously, i'm kind of shocked diz morning when my mom said.."today is 1st sept kan??"..Hahaha... September..I guess everyone has been waitin for diz month to come especially my KMS medic buddies..Why???

Because September is the month when most of the medical schools opened for the new students!! Yahoo...personally, i couldn't wait to start my academic year in Charles uni, Prague!! Hmm.. after this I'll be studying subjects which i guess are interesting to me!!! hehe... Histology, anatomy..embryology, physiology, n etc...!! all deal with human body!!! wahaha... but the most interesting part i guess will be the medical first aid which students in czech need to take for the winter semester..and the class will be conducted in the hospital (heard from seniors..)

hehe...actually, i heard lots of rumors (actually true story) saying that there are quite a number of students in Prague failed the exams conducted..and some need to repeat the whole year... actually these rumor are horror!!! and even worst, some came back to Malaysia studying medicine there...!!! hehe..

But, why should I listen to those rumors that might demotivate me?? hmm..so i think it's better if i turn those rumors as a source of motivation for me to succeed in the 6 yrs degree program in Prague!!! How??

1. Failure..i guess most of the universities in the world have people flung in their studies! or maybe did their degree abroad half way..so why should i follow their steps??

2. Before this, seniors had been telling us that IB is tough and difficult...might be impossible to pass..but KMS IB batch 3 did very well..and Alhamdulillah i scored much22 better in my final!!

3. There must be at least one person who manage to pass all the exam (hmm maybe ramai lagi kot)..so why don't we follow these people?? hehe..get more tips on how to pass from em!!!

4. Believe that Allah knows what's the best for me...so i need to work smart and hence got my MuDr (degree) amin.... and next, serve people and even Islam!!! (wanna join the mercy groups!) so that's my long term objective!! hehe

5. if others can do it well why don't we???hahha!!

To my beloved M31 and M32 buddies..all the best for the coming medic schools..i'll be missing u guys forever and our friendship lasts forever... together we strive hard and face those challenges in the upcoming medical field!!!

Future doctors:
(M31 buddies: chang, awe, pokjak, hazim (me), rayzinie, shaher, khirul, izyan, maira, ain, bella, syitah, wani, sarinaaaa, naimah, pika, nik, khausar, shera, arina...)
(M32 buddies: ayed, jawe, SE, matwan, atta, tihi, redza, baylee, blaine, ghazi, madee, sarah, shafa, sab, mira, qieha, syamin, azhani, diyana, n sape erk lagi sorg..siyes ak terlupe!! sorry hehe...)

Haaa..bru teringat....T.Aizan hahah...(cek kat blog emosah...hehe seloka m32 tu berguna..thnx hanisah!!)

I am alone again....

2009-08-29T01:36:00.002+02:00

Hrmmm..well today, I'll be going back to Melaka with my family..hehe!! Yahoo..i still can have the 'iftar' with my relatives at KAMPONG!!!! Actually the main objective of going back to my parent's hometown is to send my sis. back to her school in JB..HOHO...what a journey during Ramadhan???

But, I believe that I'll be lonely later because Nana (my sis nickname) will be going back to STF or Sekolah Tun Fatimah...hehhe.... there'll be no Nana for me to disturb like what i did during the past few days hahah (evil...)...and there'll be no Nana again for me to advise!! (actually she hates hostel...i dunnow what's the problem with that elite SBP school???)...and there'll be no her for me to argue on small matters hahah!!! (well siblings rite???)

So, I'm juz waiting for MARA to announce when exactly is my flight to Czech Rep... If it's on the 17th of Sept..this one week and two days school break will be the last time for me to "SAKAT" her hahah!!! and if it's on the 4th syawal...i still can KACAU die hahah!!!

So my last advises to my dearest young sister (before i leave Malaysia)...

1.focus on ur studies and i believe that u can do it well!!! (target for top 10 in ur batch)
2.Always remember that Allah is always with us
3.Makes Ayah n Mama proud of you (even us!!)
4.Recite Al-quran everyday and dun forget ur responsibility as a Muslim!! kay??? hehhe

I'm leaving soon and please look after of Ayah n Mama...rajin2 la calling diorang n tny khabar erk!!! wasalam...

Love, ur dearest Angah.....!!!

Kisah di sebalik 6 Ramadhan....

2009-08-27T01:39:00.004+02:00

Post kali ini adalah berkenaan suatu kejadian yg berlaku semalam ketika solat sunat tarawikh yg ke-6....buat pengetahuan semua, semalam MASJID UNITEN atau Universiti Tenaga Nasional (masjid nie mmg kitorg one family solat tarawikh kat sni) adakan majlis berbuka puasa bersama Sultan Selangor...

Masjid UNITEN

But, my dad malas nk join sbb kata nye: "ayah tgk kereta penuh kat masjid dr pukol 5.00 ptg tadik..bas ade berapa bijik kat tepi jalan...hmm alamatnya xdpt mknn kot kite..."

okaylah..so we decided nk berbuka puasa je la kat rumah n solat tarawikh n isya' di masjid UNITEN...dlm fikiranku... "UISY..mesti ramaikan org yg solat kat sane nnt..silap2 sampai ke bhg luar masjid..ala~~ x dpt ah ak nk merase solat kat dewan solat yg ada aircond tuh..DOWN!!"

Tapi bila tiba kat masjid... sangkaan aku meleset sbb masjid tuh tak ramai orang...pelik??? hahah.. mana bas2 yg ayah katakan tadi??? katanya kereta dh start membanjiri masjid n tepi2 jalan since ptg...aik???? yg ada pon cuma kereta yg parking kat luar perkarangan masjid sbb guard x bagi parking kat compound masjid..."KHAS UTK SULTAN..(WhAteveRRR!!!) hehhe!!" okaylah..patik akur perintah baginda sultan...Sultan kan ketua rakyat so adalah hak baginda.. hehe!! (BTN masih segar dlm ingatan huahuahua)

So kami pun bergegas masuk ke dewan solat sbb waktu tu mmg IMAM masjid sudah pun mula membaca surah Al-Fatihah pada rakaat yg pertama... Tp ada TIGA perkara yg menyedihkan tatkala aku melangkah utk memasuki masjid...

FAKTA 1
Pegawai2 polis dan beberapa orang penguatkuasa / pasukan RELA yg beragama islam turut join pegawai polis yg non-muslim...lepak22 kat bwh khemah..minum2...bukan tu jek...siap ada yg merokok dan juga berborak dgn GALAKnya....Astaghfirullah...post ni bukan bertujuan nk memburuk-burukkan sesape...

Saye ni pon xda lah berilmu sangat dlm bab2 agama nie... cume kalau fikir secara logik... kalau nk jaga keselamatan pon...maybe polis islam blh pass kan tanggungjawab nie sebentar kepada polis yg non-muslim.... xpon klu dh terdesak sgt...tukar2 la...take turn...sbb nyata nya..mmg majoriti polis beragama islam kat bwh khemah tu....n mase tu pon ramai gak polis2 benggali or cina or india..

FAKTA 2
sdeyh22...diriku hanya mampu berdoa agar hati mereka tergerak utk solat berjamaah bersama2..sbb mmg jelas pon imam dh pon mula membaca Al-fatihah... yg lagi sedih...ada jugak satu keluarga ni.. berjalan keluar dr masjid dgn selambanya..selepas kenyang MELANTAQ juadah2 berbuka puasa di situ..berjalan pulang...dgn PERUT YG BESAR DAN GEMBIRA KEKENYANGAN....!!! pilunya hatiku melihat bnda nih...siap bwk bungkusan mknn lagik!! Bayangkan klu tiba2 kne gilis lori or treler bawak gas ke masa memandu?? x sempat nk solat isyak...

FAKTA 3
Satu lagi... SAF2 di masjid berkurangan selepas solat isyak....hrmm xpe laa... ak tetap nk solat sunat tarawikh dgn imam di masjid ni....at least xdela down x dpt solat kat tmpt air cond heheh... so, nilah kesah di sebalik malam 6 ramadhan... org ramai hanya dtg nk berbuka puasa dgn Sultan n ramai yg balik lpas makan..xpon lpas maghrib (ok lagi laa...)...reason..makanan free...

But to encik2 yg berkenaan..andai nyawa masih ada n andai Allah masih beri kita peluang..why not we just take this chance utk beribadah..maybe this Ramadhan will be our last ramadhan ever?? who knows?? Wallahu 'alam..... paling x pon..klu mmg kaki tuh dh berat nk pijak masuk solat sama2 hormatilah org yg bersolat... dengarlah alunan ayat2 Allah yg dibaca oleh IMAM.. hayatilah..n show our respect to our own religion..n we should also show this to our saudara2 yg bukan islam how important RESPECT and COURTEOUS are in ISLAM....

Jazakallahu khairan kathira....wasalam..

Cobaan bagiku di bulan Ramadhan

2009-08-26T00:51:00.002+02:00

Semalam hari keempat umat Islam berpuasa n ari ni hari kelima.. waaa dh 5 hari kita sume berpose erk?? hahha..

Semalam betol2 cobaan bagiku...hehe sbb aku sakit perut hahaha..xtau laa..ak makan ape ek sahur smalam?? Ak kne 'diarrhea' the whole day smlm!! Aduh sakit nye~~ Hanya Allah shj tahu cmne sakit nye perot aku.... I guess perut aku nih byk angin kot...mungkin sbb waktu sahur ak mkn sket n buke pose pon x mkn sgt... pastuh byk mkn mknn yg blh dtg angin kat perot mcm kekacang~

So smlm aku pon buke pose ngn rojak!! hahah tau la kan rojak!! kuah die kan ade kacang hahah!! memulas perut aku..hehhee solat isyak n tarawih smlm aku rase kurang seronok n kurang khusyuk sket...sbb menahan sakit perut n angin dlm perut!!! aduh~~

So ak berpegang dgn kata2 seorg pengarang buku dlm buku beliau yg ak x ingt ape.. "Dari Allah dtg nya penyakit n dari-Nya jualah penawarnya!!" So, lpas tarawikh...aku pon minum laa air haliaa....hehhe uwekk!!! rasanya...erk!!! hehe but Alhamdulillah perot aku dh stop meragam sket

So hr nih..ak sahur bubur nasi!! hehe mkn lbh sket takut perot kosong agi..hahah!! so subuh td meragam sket laa..tp keadaan terkawal!! heheh...MMG LA COBAAN DI BULAN RAMADHAN!!

NAK DUIT....

2009-08-25T05:42:00.002+02:00

hehhe..my second post for today..maybe sbb dh desperate sgt kot..

I really need MARA allowances to buy:

1. books
2. winter clothing
3. clothes
4. Other important stuffs

Dah tobal muko den minx duit kat mak bapak..malu sgt222 so really hope that MARA will give those allowances ASAP.... aritu beli laptop nk dkt rm 3 ribu pon gne duit mak..kesian mama..!! abis terpakse kuar duit die dr bank sbb time tuh kne byr cash as my dad's credit card ade problem...hehe so cm kesian nk minx duit mama n ayah...

Sorry ek to mama n ayah... sbb nk fly pon masih menyusahkan ayah n mama...

Sedih atau Happy??? entah..

2009-08-25T05:09:00.003+02:00

Post aku kali ni agak berbeza sket sbb ak sendiri pon x tau apekah perasaan aku...hahah cehchehcehe..bkn nk berjiwang karat atau ape..tp sekadar meluahkan apa yg terpendam di hati ini..!!!

Happy or Sad?? i don't know what i feel actually...a bit confusing lorhh...

Last Saturday i went to Bested service and consultancy office in PJ to hand in my passport as my visa is ready!! Then i had a brief conversation with Ridfan the officer in charge:

PART 1
Me: Here's my passport..so anything else i need to submit??
Officer: Oh no...that's all n thanx
Me: erm... may i ask u something?
Officer: yeah sure
Me: Do you know when is our flight heading to czech be??
Officer: if i'm not mistaken maybe after Raya.. 22 or 23rd of September.. MARA maybe akan panggil u all soon.. mungkin 7 ari bulan kowt... 7 sept nih..

PART 2
Me: Really?? so that means KMS and KMB fly in different flight la ek because i heard theirs will be on 17 sept...
Officer: yeah..n pn norashikin kan yg in charge KMS?? she asked for that date from us..so kitorg pon uruskan jek laa
Me: Oh mcm tu ker (sad and confuse about my feeling at that moment).. so nnt when we arrived sempat ke nk register because if i'm not mistaken registration starts on the 24th september kan??
Officer: Oh..that thing kami blh deal dgn university kot so that u all register lewat sket...

So I don't know....should I be HAPPY or SAD upon knowing this news...

HAPPY: still can spend my time with family, still can RAYA in malaysia, can start studying a lil bit more, my relatives won't have any reasons for not sending me at the airport hahah!!, HARI RAYA sales can continue shopping!!! hahaha...

SAD: KMS has been disowned??heheh(xpe larrr..), KTT n KMB depart on the same day, KMS the last flight to czech, xde org nk nganto except bdk NZ, may face problems later sbb register lewat (others can start relax and focus on the upcoming class on October but KMS still need to rush for all the insurance, police, n bla bla bla), Takes time to adapt with czech environment

hahahha.. so these are the feelings I had recently...waaa.. Hrm i tried my best to motivate myself..well just wait and see what will MARA say during the pre departure!!! I still believe that Allah has better plans for us and Allah knows

Hargailah masa yg tinggal...

2009-08-19T03:42:00.002+02:00

Now is August..and soon comes September... this coming Saturday, Ramadhan starts... huhu everything went so fast huh?? I guess what SE told me is true!! we should appreciate the time left before we're headin' to our destination...spend most of the time in MALAYSIA with our family!!

So, this morning after Subuh prayer, my dad and I jogged at a park called "taman tasik cempaka" located near to PKNS bangi...hehhe..Suddenly, I felt totally different...normally I prefer to jog alone leaving my parents behind... but this morning my heart says "i wanna jog with my dad!!"...

So i jogged with him...and i don't know what kind of feelings i had at that moment...maybe sad as I cannot jog with him again in Prague?? or happy because I jogged with him after i haven't done since i was 7 i guess???

But i was totally satisfied i spent my morning today jogging with him!! actually i refused to follow him in the beginning..but thinking that soon in Prague i can't jog with dad and mom..so i followed him..ngeh ngeh ngeh...

So, I think it's better if we spend our few days left with our beloved family rite?? Hence, my plans for few days left before enrolling to the Charles University in Prague this coming September are:

1. Finance planning - very important i guess. so we know how much MARA allowance we've spent before heading abroad.. also can plan for future usage???

2. Study plan - important what?? maybe somebody doesn't prefer this but I do need this!! hehe

3. Shopping - with my family buying stuffs that i need in Prague later.. though I'm quite scared of the swine flu pandemic (already 67 deaths reported last night)

4. Visiting KUSESS n KMS - my former school n college... get the teachers' blessings before fly!!

5. Seeking for new handphone - hahha.. i lost mine last time.. so gonna find the new one in Low Yatt plaza.. i prefer Sony ericsson.. my budget around rm 400

6. Cooking class - with my mom again..n maybe buat kuih skali kot sbb nk bwk pi overseas hehe

7. Study - Hmm.. i guess it's better if we start studying now.. maybe anatomy or histology.. n czech language a lil bit..n also physics..heheh coz i'm gonna learn biophysics in my winter sem

So...there are many things we can do in MALAYSIA rite??? why don't we spend our time wisely...hehhe.. ye x?? fikirkanlah yer...

MYDIN x bagi solat....

2009-08-18T04:23:00.002+02:00

Last night, after coming back from such a tiring trip to Kamal Bookstore in Jln Pahang (surveying anatomy and histology books), my dad said "Jom makan ikan bakau!!!"... so about 6.30 pm we went out to medan ikan bakar near SOHO...hehehhe

so makan makan n makan...maghrib pon tiba... so at that moment we'd finished our dinner!!! my dad decided to pray in the restaurant's prayer room...but my mom said... "oouuhhh... baik solat kat rumah jek".. actually the plan was to go to MYDIN in putrajaya after the great dinner!!!

So after dinner...we went to MYDIN..hoping that there'll be a prayer room kat sane... hehhe so my dad asked some staffs there:

Staff 1: pak cik boleh sy tlg?
Dad: dik tumpang tny..surau ade kat mane?? blh tumpang solat
Staff 1: oh..pakcik naik atas..ada surau

So, we went upstairs seeking for the prayer room but failed to do so..hehe so my dad asked another staff who is a muslim too...

Dad: Dik tompang tny kat mane surau ye??
Staff 2: Oh surau ade kat bwh pakcik
Dad: la..td staff kat bwh kate kat atas..skarang nih kat bwh plak..
Staff 2: Owh..pakcik kluar dr mydin, pastuh pi jalan kat hujong sket n nnt naik tangga...
Dad: time kasih ye

So, we just followed the instructions given by Staff 2. but again failed to find one..hehe too many stairs..x sure which one will access to the prayer room..heheh..so we met another staff and this time i'm the one asking this muslimah!!!

Me: assalamu'alaikum kak.. tumpang tny
Staff 3: yer??
Me: surau ade kat mane??
Staff 3: erm..errr... ....
Me: nk gne utk solat maghrib
Staff 3: surau ada tp hny utk staff
Me: oo..utk staff je ke?? nak tumpang x blh ke??
Staff 3: x boleh la dik
Me: Abis muslim2 lain mcm customers x yah solat ker?? maknanye kitorg x dibenarkan solat ker kat situ??
Staff 3: ermm ermmm..kejap ye dik..akak tny jap
Me: isy nak bg org solat kne tny gak eh?? (dlm hati.. hmm xpe la bkn slh die..patutnye administration kne realize ah bnde2 nih)
Staff 3: hrmm..x blh
Me: oh xpe la klu gitu...MYDIN x bagi org solat!! thank u ah...

So..if this is what happening today, what's gonna happen soon?? mase akan dtg?? uisyy takutnye.. mungkin stu hari nnt makin byk kedai xde prayer room..or maybe utk staff pon dh xde... i'm kind of disappointed laa with MYDIN the management team doesn't provide the customers a prayer room!!

So in the end we juz solat in the small prayer room in a mamak (indian muslim) restaurant.. Alhamdulillah sempat juga solat maghrib... hati kecilku berdoa "ya Allah kurniakanlah rezeki yg berlipat kali ganda utk pemilik restaurant ini..yg membenarkan kami bersolat dn beribadah kpd mu..amin.."

hehhe..so those heading abroad..we should prepare ourselves for such situation coz definitely, there wouldn't be any prayer room provided by the premises in western countries (with minority muslims)..mcm kat czech...

So utk country like msia...yg org kate la..negara ISLAM...patutnye sediakan tmpat solat bagi premis2 yg staff nye islam n customers diorg pon islam... heheh..juz a suggestion from me!! heheh...well we the future leaders should think of this yaa??

The first post in August

2009-08-15T06:40:00.002+02:00

Dah lama rasanya aku x meng 'update' blog.. and this is my first post for this month..well i'm quite busy this month..wahahah..what makes me so busy??? check em out!!!

1. submitting MARA laptop documents

2. went back to kampung

3. busy with my cousin's enggagement ceremony

4. Borak-borak czech program..cool seniors!!!

5. surveying medical books at Kamal bookestore located near the HKL

6. hang out with kusess friends

7. kenduri tahlil my dad's usrah

8. Stressed out coz i lost my handphone in KL!!! hahah...

9. shopping for my stuffs that i'll need soon in czech

10. cooking class with my beloved mama...yaay!!!

What should I do???

2009-07-30T03:54:00.007+02:00

Today is Thursday and tomorrow comes Friday.... hahah...what a dull life I have!!! duh~~ Totally different than the IB program haha... i still remembered the moments when my friends and I were so damn busy hahah!!!

Deep in my heart i missed those sweet memories in KMS with my friends and also the teachers plus all the 'Makcik s' and 'Pakcik s'. hahah...i thought that the life after IB is joyful but it wasn't hahaha...i don't know what to do anymore....sleep?? to much sleep is not good for my health....reading others blogs..boring.. YM??? hahah that's my daily routine~~ Eat?? No...I don't wanna put on my weight hahaha!!! (ces mcm pompuan!)....

So i tried to change my daily activity by starting my day with exercise yahoo...so this morning i jogged at the Taman Tasik Cempaka somewhere located in Bangi... i thought that i was the only young people there in the beginning.... few minutes later the number of young adults increases by 5 laaa... hahah but majority are the oldies.. where are the youngsters??? Hahah!! (well young adults and teenagers have to go to workplace and schools i guess??) It's okay laa...i jogged with my MP3 as my friend hahah...

so after that i went to the library... and I AM now in the library hahah!!! i tried looking for anybody in my YM lists but sadly... not so many KMS friends online...hahah but i know...ade yg saje INVI hahah!!! plus...today the US bounds attend the pre departure at MARA HQ...waaa so happy....they got the cheques, money, n many more..n i guess they'll be going to US soon...waaa so...tht's the reason i update my blog hahaha.... actually i wanna find somebody who can accompany me to the PC fair..but yet i couldn't contact any...hahah!!! seems like i'm going alone tomorrow to KLCC..hm~~ xpe laa...wanna survey the laptops heheh!!! (MARA sponsor max MYR 3000)

Hm...so borrringgg...hahah!!! well i know that now is the only time for me to spend with my family...soon i'll be far n far away from them...huhu~~~ (sdeyh eventhough)... so i guess next week is gonna be a bit fun la for me...as i'll be going back to my kampung in MELAKA!!! yeay hahahaha...spending a week there yahooo!!! jd anak teruna kampung hahah!!

then there will be a cooking class session with my mom on 11th August hahah...blajo masak before fly!! blh wat bisnez nnt kat czech hehe... hmm i can't wait for the day to come....!!! sabar jek la kan???

On the 26th of July...

2009-07-28T04:13:00.005+02:00

On the 26th of July was my graduation day...hahah!! it's not my degree graduation but my IB DIPLOMA graduation day!!! hahah....the ceremony was held in a luxurious (maybe) hotel the "Bintang Royale Hotel" previously known as Royal Adelphi....located somewhere in Seremban... not so far from KMS....(i dunnow why the name was changed?? haha..)

Well, everything happened so soon...last sunday all of us attended the graduation... and soon everyone's going to their destinations.. some US..India..New Zealand..UK...and Czechoslovakia.. so sad maa...~~ i'll never forget my friends heheh!!!

Okay...about the graduation.. i arrived at the hotel as early as 8.20 am haha..and at that moment there are only few of us..well S.E was there too!!! hahah..so i've a company at least!! then people started entering the hotel (people here means IB students n their parents larr!!).... hehhee

I was shocked during the registration..haha..i've to sit with the girls...waaa~~ (so cuak) but fortunately Blaine was there!!! fortunately Blaine temankan aku...hehehhe klu x malu aku!! so my table is TABLE 20....hehhe!!! My table-MATE are Blaine, Pika, Khausar, Taizan, Wanie, Ain, Diyana, Syamin, and Husna!!! hahah..

Wanie was so hungry since the very beginning....hahha!! craved for foods... x leyh bla...awal2 dh bising nk makan.... again..we need to wait hehehhe!!! in the end the Bangla or Pakistani waiter came and served us the foods...hmm..i can say that the foods are 'Ok kot'....hahah... actually i don't like the way they serve us the foods because they were served in orders... means that we have to wait for the next foods if we don't like that particular foods..

Plus, some of us think that it's better if they served us the rice together with the lauks (the fish, veggies, squids n etc.).. i think the hotel want us to mix all the lauks in our stomach not in the plate kot hehhehe!!!!

but i don't mind about foods actually...as long as i can meet my friends, the teachers who i love and miss, and also knowing my friends' parents!!! haha.. well congratz to Rab for the best students award (overall award sth like that ahhh)- p/s Rab was so sad because she tought that she will get MONEY as the award!! hahaha...and also to shazmin (anugerah sahsiah n leadership) also to Aizan (CAS award!!!)

well everything was so great..n i really love the Apresiasi moment when students give the flowers to teachers and their parents....really sad and my mom cried at that time...hahah maybe because of the song i guess heheheh!!! whatever it is thank u to the teachers for the door gifts and such meaningful ceremony for us!!! we really2222 appreciate it!!

Thanx to all IB teachers..and to my friends do keep in touch wherever we are okay??? always remember that our friendship is just like the sun...that never change even we look from different places in the world.. heheh!!!

In the end...

2009-07-23T09:49:00.003+02:00

In the end...

I've submitted my MARA documents...waaa!!! so lega maa~~ couldn't sleep soundly till i finished filling up those documents and submit them back to MARA headquarters. Well today I went to MARA HQ with Rab again... (hahahhaha)... dh byk kali gak kuar ngn RAB.. i feel sooo relieved~~ well i got one new info here...starting from my batch..MARA students heading to prestigious universities abroad must pay MYR 100.00 for a coat or jacket..something like that ah... this coat we're going to wear it during our departure time!!! hahah in airport... what's so INTERESTING is...there will be MARA logo somewhere on the coat!! hahah...great what!! I LUV MARA!!

In the end....

I manage to drive the manual car successfully yahooo!!! ALHAMDULILLAH... after two weeks i've been practicing....driving my bro's car around BANGI, UPM, SERDANG, n PUTRAJAYA.. now i know how to control the manual car!! well, i still remember the moments when my car suddenly stopped in the middle of the road or at the traffic light... n then people behind start honking me!! DAMN....hahhaha... juz like what RAB told me... when u start driving a car u start blaming people like... "lembab ah kete nih...terhuyung hayang..isy asal x bagi signal???".. hahaha!!!

In the end...

i can enjoy watching my favourite telemovies and dramas in TV3....hahah well before this i missed many episodes..DOWN!!! because i was so busy with MARA documents, medical check-up, searching for my aunt's house to get her signature as she is my guarantor. And even to my mom's office to get her friends' signatures and also her employer hahahah!!! pnat seh... so i can watch the cute Cinta Laura starring in Upik Abu dan Laura at 2.30pm and also the hilarious mexican telemovie "Lalola"...hehhehe...

In the end...

I can update my blog everyday... hahah well it had been quite a very long time since i wrote my last blog!!! so i can spend more time chatting with people via YM, reading manga, and also reading others blogs..hahah!!!

Medical check-up..!!

2009-07-20T07:49:00.003+02:00

Well.. the first day of my busy week starts today!!! wahaha.. so this morning, i went for a medical check-up..actually it should be done at the Pusat Kesihatan Universiti, UPM... but i changed my mind upon knowing that the medical center doesn't have any radiologist to examine and report my x-ray film...heheh!!!

so, the nurse suggested me to go to one private medical center.. located somewhere in Bangi... LOL~~ with all my courage, i tried my best driving the car to bangi.... fuhh... so cuak maa~~ without my licence (driving school kate x cyap lagi duh~~!)...

Alhamdulillah, i arrived at the AZIM (Az-Zahrah Islamic Medical center) at 9 am.... That was my first time ever going to that medical center owned by a moslem!!! well, i like the service.. the nurses all wears the tudung n their uniform follows the islamic rules.. heheh!! alhamdulillah.. sejuk jugak hati aku masuk hospital nih

briefly about the medical center..actually az zahrah was just a small clinic when i was young..but alhamdulillah..the business grows and improves with times..... so now...it's not just a clinic but a medical center...such a big medical center just like a hospital!!! the place is so clean n neat... there are few departments..paediatrics, pharmacy, medical officers room, wards, radiography dept, pathology lab, physiotherapy, n bla bla bla.... so great!!!

plus, the medical center also has few ambulances!!! great!! subhanallah... what attracts me to this place is... the admin concerns about the islamic concept in their services!! there are many articles placed on the wall and also on the info boards about praying when we're sick...and also how to wudhu' when our body part is broken or sealed by bandages or cement??? hehehe

i can say that most of the patients are muslim... and i think that the hospital admin knew who are their target groups??? yeah..most of the bangi citizens are muslim and i can say that majority of the community are muslims...so that's why AZIM has many patients!! the staffs are also kind and they smile all the time...

well, i promised myself that one day...after i got my MuDr from republic czech..and after serving for the governments for few years...i planned to build the same ISLAMIC medical center just like Az Zahrah... or maybe i'll be working in that medical center too? wallahu- alam.... Amin Ya Allah... i really wanna help my brothers n sisters in Islam!!!

waaaaahh....(yawning~~)... i'm sleepy now..i'm so so so n so tired...!!! spending hours doing the medical check up!!! bye cee ya again.... tomorrow i've many other things to do!! hehhe adios... na shledanou!!! assalamu'alaikum..

Nak buat ape ek..???

2009-07-19T08:53:00.002+02:00

Hmmm... today as usual.... on Sunday i followed my parents to the MPSJ hall somewhere in Serdang for their weekly routine activity..."Da Aerobics Session!!"... initially i thought that aerobic is not interesting at all..yeah~ because it's just like dancing!! Haha...

So i juz followed the instructors (my mom is one of the instructor too..)... waaahh!! i was so tired.. couldn't even breathe even for one second..da~~ hahah... well, as the songs getting more energetic, the movements r getting faster too!! so i need to move all my body parts and move even faster.. at da same time, i need to control my 'macho' aka my masculinity too...heheh!!

fuuuhhh...after the aerobic session, i started finishing all the MARA agreements and documents which i need to submit by this comin' thursday i guess?? heheh.. lots lots n lots of things to be done!! hahah...so i bet that the coming week will be so busy...

These are the things i plan to do this coming week:

1. Monday - medical check-up, mail the traveller insurance to Bested agency, buy stem hasil, getting all my MARA documents endorsed, getting my driving licence from the driving academy

2. Teusday - cleaning 5 toilets in my house (i've promised my mom to do this heheh..), tidy up my room, check all MARA documents to be submitted (final), shopping?? - my graduation 'baju melayu"

3. Wednesday - submit the MARA docs n agreements to MARA HQ hehhe.. jalan2 Kay-Elle... survey laptop!!

4. Thursday - go to KUSESS (my former school) to meet my beloved teachers!!

5. Friday - solat jumaat...!! tgk tv (cite cerekarama tv3 2pm till 3.30 pm followed by citer hidayah or taubat n lastly..al kuliyyah!!!) - then chinese story on TV2!! 'the book and the sword'

6. Saturday - jogging in Taman tasik cempaka with my family

7. Sunday - my graduation day!!! in Bintang royale Hotel, seremban!! (can't wait for this to see my fwenzz!!! yahooo!!)

fuuh!! such a busy week huh?? well as human, we can only plan those activities but Allah will determine whether our planning will go on just like what we've expected!!!
kay guyz cee ya.. Assalamualaikum...!! wanna continue filling up all the MARA documents and forms!!

Da Thurzday trip!!

2009-07-17T02:00:00.004+02:00

Since that my ex-roomate Farid came to my house yesterday, thus i planned to go for a trip to KMS!! hahaha... so the fantastic 4 (azim, ayed, rab, n me!) went for a trip to KMS around 9 o'clock.. well, azim was the F1 driver and he drove the car too fast..scarrryy merryy~ huhu! so after fetching rab from ALAMANDA putrajaya the journey started!!

Haha..the trip was fun with ayed n rab and also their crazy jokes!! hahah..i couldn't forget the trip though..will alwiz remember the trip... so we planned to buy the secret recipe cake in Seremban but unfortunately..the bakery shop still closed...DOWN!! so we found another alternative... THE BAKER"S COTTAGE!! hahah..so a 9 inches chocolate ice cream cake for the teachers!!! IB teachers only hehhee..

as we arrived, we had a very very long conversation with our IB placement officer, Pn ct maryam hehehe...well she loves talking with us..n i njoyed talking with her too!! she shared lots of her experiences when she was in US during her twenties...sounds great!!! wohoo~ and Alhamdulillah pn ct said those who scored 33 and 34 pts..MARA allowed them to further their studies abroad..

actually my intention wuz to pay da graduation fees (MYR 180.00 - cash outfloe again!!).. but well i believe that all of u can expect what's gonna happen if we met the teachers..hehhe..borak pjg ah...!! so rab n i made the payment to pn halimatun but she need to rush as she had a class with the IB freshies (batch 5)..hoho... then unpredictably..she invited da 3 of us (rab, ayed, me) to deliver few motivational says and words!!! hahah.. x sangke...!!

so, juz like ayed told me.."dulu senior2 masuk kelas kite cite pasal IB..skang kite plak yg masuk kelas bdk2 junior!" so we shared our experiences with IB...n some of them asked us bout universities that we're heading to... ternganga jugak ah bcoz we haven't registered yet!! so, cite atas angin jek la pasal MANIPAL uni...heheh xtau ah btol ke x..but wat muke confident jek.. surely they'll trust our FAKE stories..heheh!!

then, pn azian invited us again to her class n followed by pn foziyah..fuuh!! we were tired and starving at the end!! n rab was craving for foods..hahahah... because she haven't had her breakfast!! kecian Rab...!! TQ pn foziyah for the lunch in wadi ar-raudah... Insya-Allah one day, i will treat u with anything hehehe...

FYI, pn kartina is the newly elected IB KMS CAS coordinator.. heheh but Mr Swan is still the CAS coordinator.. n pn kartina was so proud with the biz IA as the feedback our college received frm the examiners are all the positive comments...!! Superb job!! congratz to all IB batch 3 n teachers are proud with us... plus, the examiners said..the IA's are too perfect until it's hard for them to find any errors!!! da~~heheh

well, we were so tired n after sending Rab to the gym in putrajaya...azim sent us home!! waaaaaaahhhhhhhh...we were so so so..TIRED!! Ayed quickly laid on the bed and slept until maghrib....hehhe!! then, we went for our dinner in medan ikan bakar nearby my house..sedap lah jugak n njoyed the KFC (x da kentucky fried chicken..but it's the kelantanese fried chicken) well the story for the day has ended!!! weheeee.. see ya!! can't wait for GRADUATION to meet others!!

Driving test!!!

2009-07-14T10:22:00.003+02:00

Driving test...one of the things that worried me before...hahahah.. why?? becoz i don't wanna repeat even once..hehehe..ye lah sape sanggup nk repeat?? dh lah kne bayar lagi..about MYR200.00 n u need to wait for another 1 week..hahaha what the heck!!!

well..i think everything was fine this morning...heheh... but today my instructor told me that i need to go to the driving academy on my own..hahah!!! bengang jugak..sbb nk kne dtg sendighi.. because b4 diz he fetched me up from my house.. tetiba waktu test kne dtg sendiri..DOWN!! my mom paid rm 500.00 xkn ah xde sevice nih kot?? hahah...

but it's ok lah..so i just SOBAR jek la...yeah..because he is my teacher n thus i've to respect him...(bru berkat sket ilmu driving hehehhe!!!)... so i came to that driving academy as early as 8.00 am hahah... but my name was registered for the 2nd session which started at 11.00 am hahah... so i juz wait like 'heaven' for 3 hours...hahah..

actually i was quite nervous..n i recited some of the surah frm Al-quran..plus i brought my al-mathurat there too..heheh!! sempat abis sekali yasin n few short doa in al mathurat... Alhamdulillah i manage to control myself n my nerves...heheh!! so..the Bahagian 2 started... my turn is the 48th...hahah... so i used all my knowledge n Alhamdulillah i passed all the three (3 point turn, parking n also bukit)...

then the bahagian 3 started...this one is for the 'on the road' driving test... hahah..lots of things to say..well sincerely..i HATE the JPJ officer.. x mesra rakyat langsung (not all la)...hahah!!! as i entered the car..he showed his 'tight' face aka muke ketat...hehehe... so i just keep on being cool... then, bagi salam...hahah sepatah perkataan x lahir dr mulut die..but keep on thinking +ve ly.. die jawab dlm hati kot.... n yg plg ak bengang..ingt nk salam die...hahah dh cyap hulor tgn..tgk2 die xnk..down!!! ntah..tgn ak kotor kot...(+ve kn thinking even dh mmg -ve)...

so i juz go on.. the situation in the car thru'out the test for part 3...is as cold as an ice cube.. dingin gile...lagi dingin dr air cond kereta..hahah... x cakap sepatah ape pon JPJ tuh!! sdeyh2 knape la ak dilayan sebegini..but i believe that Allah sedang menguji aku!! hehehhe... at that moment.. volume radio tuh die bukak agak kuat...so nervous tu hilang sket ah....hehhe!!! well ak sangkut sket kat bukit..enjin mati sbb awal sgt lepas clutch..huhuhu...minyak x balance wit clutch...

all instructions die bagi sume mcm agak brutal ah...heheh...garang jugak...letih kot..(trying to be +ve)..huahuahua..fortunately i passed..heheh.. i scored 17/20..hm my problem is with gear..i don't use the correct gear for particular speed of the car....hahha!! but Alhamdulillah.. i really hope that in the future the JPJ officer will be friendly..and i think anyone who wants to be a JPJ that will examine a fresh driver... should attend one week or one month course...they should smile more n make us comfortable...heheh!!! but i think it depends on how people think about it... sometimes people said the JPJ is so unfriendly for the psychological and mental disruption... heheh so kne ah bersabar n relax jek...wahaha!!

okay..that's all!!! adios...Na shledanou!! (goodbye in czech)
Assalamu'alaikum!!

My Day!!!

2009-07-13T13:07:00.002+02:00

Ahoj... Dobry den... the two czech words that i learned last night...hahah well need to practice now as i'll be with this language for another 6 yrs in tht country soon!! huhu..

well today was very tiring!! i went to "KAY-ELLE" once again..but not to da embassy but to MARA HQ..wahahahah such a 'beautifool' building!! historical maybe??? actually my day started with my driving class.. the instructor told me last time that the class starts at 9 am... so i prepared too early hahah..(semangat ah katekan...last driving class before test!!)...

then i called him up..nengok2 class postponed at 10 am...DOWN!!! hahaha so i spent my 2 hours time till 10 am reading MANGA comic online!!!(while njoying my breakfast)... i was waiting n waiting n waiting for him..but he came damnly late!! urghh..10.30am... but sabor je la..kne lah hormat kat murabbi kite ek...nk berkat ilmu memandu tuh!!!

so MY VERY LAST DRIVING CLASS went on just as usual but sometimes mati engine!! sbb kat bukit x free gear lagi tp dh lpas clutch.... pastuh dok menggelabah hehheh...well ni lah kesilapan yg ak slalu wat...hopefully i won't repeat the same thing tomorrow..amin... i really hope n always pray from Allah to help me tomorrow.. "Ya Allah berikan lah hambamu ini pertolongan.. berikanlah aku pegawai JPJ yg baik hati dan murah hati..luluskanlah ak dgn sekali test je..amin....!!!"

then about 12 o'clock..i went to KL sentral..hahah..pnat...as i entered the commuter..wahaha terkezzut gak ramai sgt tok2 n plajar2 yg berserban..hahah!! nasib baik ak tutop aurat... so xde ah malu...!! kekedg tuh mcm rase terbkr jugak hahahh!! (ezzat ngn ayed phm knape)...

so sampai jek in sentral...jumpe sab ngn shafa tgh telepon...huhuhu..ingtkn dh xperasan kite dh ade kat cni!! so sab kate azhani dh sampai....so i'd been waitin 4 asip n shazmin...hahah so kitorg pi mkn ah after zohor in sentral... at tht time bru kol 2... disebabkan pn ct kate after 2 dtg kat mara HQ..so kitorg pon lenggang ah...kononnye nk sampai sne dlm kol 3 hahaha..

few minutes later...diyana cll..she said the MARA officer had been waitin for us since 2 pm lagik..hahaha menggelepor sume..heheh.. bengang jugak bcoz of diz communication breakdown!! well i dunnow who should be blamed for diz..so senyap jek la..haha..

fortunately, the officer is so baik...n she waited for us patiently..hahah..baik gak akak nih ek!! so all da documents need to be settled on..hahah..pneng2222!!! lots of agreements n we need to find the guarantors n etc etc ect...hahhaa.. well... bile dpt tau MARA will give us large amount of money later...tersenyum lebaq sume..lagi2 si wanie hahahah!!! our monthly allowance will be given in euro... 800 Euros per month... so 1 euro = rm 4.80.... n rm 1.oo = CZK 6.00... so imagine brape byk tuh???? wahahah..aku kaye aku kaye...

but tetibe teringt balik...ak di dunia yg nyata..jgn asyik berjoli jek.... yg pnting dptkan MuDr after 6 years....so i cn contribute to islam!!! heheh... AMIN......!!

Sindrom Takut Gemuk

2009-07-09T12:18:00.002+02:00

Hahha..hm x tau ah nk borak pasai ape...hehhe well tgh bosan2 nih ak terpikiaq pula nk borak pasal a kind of syndrome.. i think this syndrome dh semakin extreme dlm kalangan masyarakat iatu...Fat Fear Syndrome or direct translation dari Sindrom Takut Gemuk...

hahah..actually i've been observing this syndrome..dh lame dah.. n mostly ladies aka gurlz yg ade diz kind of syndrome..why??? ntah tny ah diorg... but i think sbb takut gemok which blh dipermainkan oleh org... x pun i nk slim...bru lah ade org nak...!! (dialog biase)

actually diz syndrome is good..sedangkan Rasulullah SAW sendiri pun menghalang umatnya MAKAN secara berlebihan..but this syndrome yg x elok nye bile die dh capai thp extreme...

Extreme syndrome blh jadi:
1) x makan pagi petang siang malam (cume minum air jek)
2) dh makan pas2 jolok tekak ngn jari supaya muntah
3) prefer mknn ringan mcm maggie...(ade yg pikir mkn maggie elok hahaha!!)
4) dan lain-lain ah yg x ikot fitrah seorang manusia

Actually x salah mkn..mkn lah anything u love but make sure u don't eat them too much once..but eat them frequently.. it's ok to eat in small amount of food but make sure u eat frequently...ala yg mcm Angelina Jolie buat tuh??? hehhe.. so i think my family pon ade gak syndrome nih n i think x salah pon ade syndrome nih klu nk jage bdn..sbb kesihatan tuh perlu dijage ye x??? i admit tht i might also have diz syndrome...

4 ur info..kat umah nih mcm takut jek nk mkn byk2..sbb it's diff tau if we compare our life in college ngn at our home!!! sbb in college we eat a lot but we do lots of activities and we move around!!! ade CAS ade joging ptg2..pagi2 dh naik Bangunan Razak...(tp klu duk makan2 pastuh dok kat bilik baik x yah).. kat umah lpas breakfast baring sat kat katil..pastuh tendency nk tido balik pon ade sbb ubat tido byk sgt ltk dlm nasi lemak...hahaha

patuh after lunch terBONGKANG kat dpn TV nengok cite Upik Abu dan Laura, Lalola, n e-toyol.com...hehhe then dinner plak lambat..malam...hish..nih faktor2 kegemuukan...menakutkan ye x??? hahah!!! so plan ur diet... x salah utk makan tp biar berpada-pada.... (Rab mkn lah red meat even a slice!!!) kay babai...

doakan ak..next teusday is my driving test...n lil bit info pasal kelas memandu ku...arini i drove the car on the road..hahah... nk masuk simpang enjin mati....sbb lupe nk tekan 'clutch'... dh lah byk lori...so damnly scared..but Alhamdulillah..Allah bagi kekuatan!! but laju plg laju 60 km/j. kire okay ah ade kemajuan!!!

my second driving experience

2009-07-08T11:48:00.002+02:00

Fuuuuhhh...i'm so damn tired...wahhhh... siyes letih gile... because today alhamdulillah i finished learning all the on the track driving.. (i mean side parking, bukit, n also da 3 pointer)...wahah whatever it is i enjoyed the day..

today i tried 10 kali...hahah mgkn lbh kot...for each (bukit, parking n 3 pointer)..hahah tuh yg letih... wat ulang2 sampai naik muak naik turun bukit..wat parking... but i think ade hikmah juga my tutor asked me to do diz...as i cn practice and also get used wit the track... sbb the test is next week (hopefully i will succeed in one trial..xnk ulang!!!)..

bayangkan wat parking...pastu 3 points..then bukit..then ulang blk parking, n 3 points, n then bla bla bla...letih!! but i learned one new thing... how to control stereng..heheh b4 diz ak main pulas jek ikot suke...but rupe2 nye i realized thru out my 10 and more trials tuh....kite lpas dh pusing stereng...kne balas balik ek..!!! ILMU nih ILMU nih...

well my habit is..when i leraned new things...i will write them in the note book...mesti korg gelak kn...ak blaja driving kat track pon ade note book!!! bukn ape..i think diz is my habit kot...takut lupe n plus i cn recall them back!! ye x??? ye ah b4 sleep n also ms mandi...i can imagine tht i'm driving a car...heheh bru ah ingt steps22 yg byk...

okay ah.. pnat...esok ade class lagi... but tomorrow...bwk on the road..hahah gasak le kete lain...!! konpem beraturnye blakang aku... aku akn bwk plg laju maybe 35 - 40 km/j kot..hehhehe!! kay wish me luck...doakan aku ek!!! babai sume..assalamualaikum

Have u ever think why....????

2009-07-06T11:59:00.006+02:00

In the end, the IB result came out...fuhh... i was so tired and distressed last nite upon waiting for the teachers to upload our result..(actually takut nk tau result!! tuh yg cll lambat sket haha).. Alhamdulillah.. syukur kepada Allah kerana pemberian-Nya yang x terhingga.. okay i'm not gonna discuss bout my result and others either...

but what came into my mind is... even though we have committed many sins in our life, have u ever think why Allah still gives us everything we asked? and Allah still gives us all nikmat throughout our life... from as simple as the oxygen that we breathe everyday sehinggalah sebesar2 nikmat lain yg byk diberikan kepadanya...

Sometimes.. ayat nih slalu bermain2 di hati kita:

"Ya Allah... nikmatmu terlalu byk utk hambamu yg telah byk melakukan terlalu byk dosa dan kemungkaran kepadamu... adakah ini ujian dari mu Ya Allah... aku berasa sgt malu kepada Mu kerana byk pemberian Mu kepada diriku yg hina ini.. terlalu byk dosaku kepadamu ya Allah.. Aku x mahu tergolong dlm golongan yg x mensyukuri nikmat2 Mu sepertimana Kaum-kaum terdahulu yg telah diazab oleh Mu YA ALLAH..."

pasti ada sbb Allah mengurniakan kejayaan kpd kita..just like us the IB students who just got our results..which i can say, it can be our ticket to further our studies abroad... why do u think Allah gives us this chance...pernah x kita terfikir kenapa??? actually this is what we can say as the AMANAH from Allah to us...

Allah gives us this chance because Allah knows that we can help and protect Allah's religion..ad-deenul ISLAM.... yeah even though we said that we scored in our exam because we studied 24/7... group study...helps from teachers... but actually we excel in this IB exam because of this i think...

Wallahu 'alam...i am just a simple person and i don't even have much knowledge about islam... (ilmu masih cetek lg p/s btolkan klu saye silap)... so i think ni lah sbb nye Allah kurniakan kita result elok and izinkan kita ke luar negara...n insy Allah akan berkerjaya pada masa hadapan.. kerna tugas da'wah itu x akan habis walau di mana kita berada...dan selagi mana kita masih menghirup Oksigen milik Allah Taala... Hence, remember that we still have many responsibilities in the future...always pasang niat that we study, we learn and we work because of Allah and because of Islam...ingat tugas kita sebagai da'ie2 muda!!!

hidop ISLAM!!! ALLAHU AKBAR!!!

2 things in 2 days???

2009-07-02T09:41:00.003+02:00

wahaha... 2 things within 2 days?? what do u think the things are? hehhe.. yesterday was my first driving class...many things happened on that day and i think that they were funny...haha
the day began like this...

actually the class started at 2 pm and thus i spent my whole morning till noon reading the 'Kurikulum Pendidikan Pemandu' book even though i knew the book is BORRING!!! saje nk recall2 gitu..so xde lah lupe nnt.. (p/s: ak bc buku nih sampai tetido wahaha)

So at 2pm lbeh sket as what the malays always said janji melayu time.. my instructor called me and he fetched me up dkat dpn kedai bunge...my instructor is a guy..xde ah tue sgt..i can call him brader ah.. ABG ABI...hahahah..he's cool n baik jugak ah.. he asked me, "ngko dh tau bwk kete ke?" i told him, "bleh ah sket2 jek bang..x tau sgt pon!! blaja pon dgn ayah kat depan umah..stakat tekan minyak ngn brake tau le"... then diz abg said "yeye jek..ko tnjk sket xtau ko 2 cmne..."

so on our journey to the driving track, he stopped the KANCIL car and asked me to drive...wahahaha.. This is an honour i guess??? hahaha.. so i just use my knowledge to drive the car... that was the scariest moment... the road sgt222 sempit and there were many cars..ade yg beso ade yg kecik..n also lorries are everywhere...cuak dowh...

i just control macho.. n drive seberaninye even though kaki dh menggigil gigil... fortunately engine x matih tgh jalan...heheh.. nk tau x speed kete ak bwk brape?? the fastest was 25 km/h hahahah...okayh ah tuh dr 10 km/h ye x??? so since tht the road is so so sempit... so terpakse lah other cars beratur belakang our car...hehehe kecian!!! yg best nye..ade satu part nih, salah msk gear..the instructor asked me to change into gear 3... actually at tht time, i dunnow yg mane gear 1 n yg mane gear 3 or 4 or 5...so i need to see the no first..hahah..hebat x??? smbil drive tgk gear...so krete nih sket lagi nk masuk longkang...

so mase nk msk gear 3, dgn x sengajanya n x malunya... ak tarik masuk gear 5..hahah dhlah tgh naik bukit..huhuhu!!!! bantai jek!!! yg paling best..when the car stopped at the traffic light, nyaris22 terlanggar divider...nasib x naik atas tuh!!! so bwk je lah..ALHAMDULILLAH..semuanye sampai...xde kmlgn nyawa!!!

but the story blom hbs lagi...in the driving track, my instructor showed me what will be assessed in the 2nd part of driving test.. ade 3 bnde..3 pointer, side parking n bukit... die tny but i answer 4 with confidence...tgk2 ade 3 jek..yg stu agi roundabout is for motorcycle... heheh!! so mase tgh blaja side parking...we have 4 main steps... heheh so i tried.. the first trial.. engine asik22 mati mati n mati n mati..fed up gak... rase mcm nk cmpak jek kete nih!! nih sbb ganas n laju sgt lps clucth...

second trial ade lah improvement tp takes 6 mins...fuhh patutnye 3 mins allocated for this part utk test..klu lbh gagal... so i tried222 n tried mase yg 5th trial... dh elok dh... tp bile nk kluar dr parking tuh..i reversed the car n terlanggar lah tiang2 kt blakang kete..hahah.. instructor pon suro i kuar n tgk ape jadik...hehhe nasib baik not serious injury..kecian kt kete nih!! so yesterday i learned how to do side parking ah..n also the bukit one...bukit tuh okay kot cume tayar depan x msk22 line kuning huh..

so mmg penat lah...huhuhu... n today pny cerite plak... i got a call from the czech uni agent last teusday.... we were asked by them to go to the czech embassy somewhere near da Dato' Keramat LRT station.. since that we need to gather at the station at 8.30 am so i left the house too early...6.45 am dh blah.. i asked my Dad to send me to KL sentral st. and from there i took the LRT...(mls ah nk naik KTM dh ah lembab..pastuh gap pjg..ramai org..huh)

so i arrived at the Dato' Keramat station b4 8.30 am n i saw KAK YAN tgh charge handphone at one of the pillars in the station..hahhaa.. then dtg ah plak.. shafa, sab, wani, and mira.. n others!!! sampai2 jek i met KMB people...heheh thy are so baik n kamceng ah..at least ade ah geng!!! KMB students that will b going to the same uni as the 10 of us are 12..all guyz...hoho (bhy nih byk pesaing!!!??).. so tunggu2 n tunggu we walked to da embassy

in the beginning i thought that the embassy is a luxurious building rupa2 nya hanyalah sebuah rumah..hahahahaha... nk pi sane kne lalu tepi longkang besa kat celah2 rumah..heheh mcm pelarian indon gituh??? hm bygkn kitorg guyz dgn seluar slack with our kemeja while girlz dgn heels n also baju kurongnye..lalu tepi longkang..hahah..

punye pnt ke sane... rupa2 nye cume nk sign our visa form jek kat citu ceh!!! wat pnt jek pakai baju kemeja!! ingt kn ade ape.. as what wani said "la..pnat2 ak dtg KL dr Penang..rupe2 nye dia minx nak sign ja?? ak pnat nih...hish nih yg nk marah nih".. kecian kat org2 utara ngn pantai timor (izyan, shafa, wani) n org JOHOR soghang...dyana!!

but..kat snih i met 2 of my former school's juniors (Zuhayr n shahrin)... they will also be with us..i mean with me!! waaaaaaaaaaa..kecewe gile...they are the KTT people.. KTT ade 17 students yg dpt our UNI.. but it's okay ah..kami seumur!! same tue..the 1990 people..hehhe x kesah ah diorg baik ngn ak... so after dh tunggu die pnggl sekor sekor.. jam pon dh pukol 11.30 am... pnat gile... dah ah berdiri (kosi x cukop..xleh kongsi kerusi..org tuh x bagi kongsi..also, umah embassy tuh ade anjing..CUAK GILE...kang die jilat kang..mmg penyepak aku bagi!!

so after that kami 10 org beronggeng di TIMES SQUARE...!! makan2..n gurlz cm biase ah shoppping...ak mls nk shopping..then i decided to go back..lagi elok..nk tido..penat weh!! hahah.. so these are da 2 things happened to me within 2 days... i was tired but these things was fun...at least dpt jln KL yg agk bhy gak...ramai foreigners..tkt swine flu..also i cn know more KMB students who will also be my friends kat sane!!! kay ah nk tido..ak letih22 sgt.. bye wasalam

Waiting waiting and waiting..arghhh!!

2009-06-30T07:11:00.008+02:00

Waiting... is something that i really hate!!! it requires a high degree of patience!!! how about u guys.. kadang2 tuh rase mcm sakit hati jek... n sometimes i felt like killing somebody!! hahahah.. my principle since dulu2 lagi... i will never let people to wait for me..(punctual-tp klu ade sbb yg x dpt dielakkan xpe ah)... bcoz ak pon x ske tunggu org lame2!!!

So punctuality tuh sgt2222 penting..lagi2 pompuan kan..klu dh tau make-up takes hours, so make sure cyap awal2 hehe..but i wonder..sometimes guyz pon blh lmbt gak..even ade yg lagi lmbt dr gurlz hahaha....!!!

I can't wait for these things to come:

1) July 1 (tomorrow) = my driving class officially starts tomorrow!! Yahooo
2) July 7 = My IB result will be published via internet!!
3) my university life
4) my working life
5) the day for me to set up my own family (marriage day la...)
6) my time to payback all good deeds that my parents have done to me since i was young
7) performing hajj and umrah with my family!! (insy Allah)

ThE eVoLuTiOn...!!!

2009-06-28T23:13:00.005+02:00

If u ask our beloved biology teacher what is evolution? Then, she will answer it is the cumulative change in the heritable characteristics of a species.. (hm our MOKSYA BIO aka RAB pn akn jwb bnde same kot!!hahah)…

Actually, I wanna tell u all about my recent finding… not only animals evolved but our favourite cartoons pon undergoes this kind of EVOLUTION… percaye x??? okay ah.. actually, last Saturday I watched television..ptg tuh bosn sgt..even the tv programs were boring too!!! BUHSAN…

So, do u know which channel I watched??? TV 2 hahahaha!!( Bak kate farid umah die xde rtm..so die x pnh tgk tv2 ah hehehe).. and the tv program at that time is power rangers… I think everybody realized that our power rangers have evolved…

As one of the Power Rangers DIE HARD FANS mase kecik2 dlu… I realized that power rangers nih makin hebat n makin maju.. cube tgk the changes below:

Dulu: pre jurassic or animals as their robots/symbol = ala wolf, white tiger, pteradactyl, n so on??Now: tractor, kren, lorry, lori minyak, bulldozer!!! Menarik x??

2. Dulu: raksasa sume kuno n x equipped with any technology..plg2 pon ade tongkat sakti
Now: raksasa pon ade bom, laser, bazooka..wow!! modernization nih!! Awesome dude!

3. Dulu: power rangers lwn ngn raksasa kat darat (normal size).. then raksase kalah n jadi besar and start ah power rangers team nih naik kereta die n gabung jadi robot

Now:raksasa da x main dh lwn kat darat..die kate alah care lame ah dh ketinggalan..so raksasa pon ade transport sndiri..like aircraft gitu??? MANTAP x!!??

4.4 4. Dulu: raksasa lwn22 n then menang n robot pwr rangers kalah… pastuh robot nih dpt kuase or ade member baru dtg or dpt bntuan cenggitu ah..diorg menang

Now: raksasa kne tembak terus kalah..power rangers mng terus!! hahaha

So, what u guyz rase??? Would this POWER RANGERS cartoon evolves in the future??? Lpas nih ape plak ah?? Maybe power rangers dh x gne robot2 n diorg pon blh jdk besar?? Or maybe power rangers gabung ngn ultraman?? Or maybe diorg blh terus jadik robot..tukar jd robot besar je terus x yh jd power rngers dlu??? Heheh wallahu ‘alam…apepon… kite sume dah kne tipu ngn western!!! hehehhe

I am a driver!!!!

2009-06-28T23:09:00.001+02:00

Since that I’m gonna start my driving class this coming 1^st of July, hence diz morning I had a short tutorial on how to drive a car conducted by my dad!! HAHAHA…that was so cool…really cool though I’m a lil bit nervous in the beginning.. so what kind of tutorial is that?? I can consider this as a pre-driving class..!!

Wahaha.. I was so excited at da moment I sat on the driver’s seat this morning… drops of sweat came out from my sweating pores (quite cuak ah..). Actually this short course is to make my life easier when the time comes for me to attend the driving class.. actually I have the basic knowledge on how to drive the car. So, my dad showed me pedal minyak yg mane satu… brake mane satu…

Then, after that short explanation I drive the car… ‘THE CAR IS MOVING!!!’ I shouted as loud as possible..wahahah..seronooooooookkkk…. but I just drive around the stadium je la.. (actually I followed my parents to the stadium 4 their weekend routine – aerobic exercise daa~!!). whatever it is this is the greatest moment for me!! I really hope that I can pass the driving test without having to repeat.. ye ah cepat dpt lessen..boleh ah merayap…nk merayap mane ek?? (p/s umah ezzat ade…hehheh!!)

physics oh physics.....

2009-06-28T08:43:00.003+02:00

well, huhu...ni nk habaq sket kat sume oghang hahaha.... u know what I do mase holidy2 nih... i believe others spend their holidays by doin part time job, mkn, minum, shopping, hang out, n bla bla bla...

I did satu bnde pelik..hehhe studying physics...hehehe!!! I believe Majid conpem gelakkn aku hahah... well do u knw why i studied physics?? sbb in the university nnt, one of the subjects yg kitorg akn amik is biophysics..

biophysics nih is the combination of biology and chemistry..blh bygkan x..otak cg hasram gabung ngn otak teacher foziyah...last2 ako pon blh jadi gile.. Hm i think this will be interesting as we knw kaitan physics ngn bio...like forces used mase animal's locomotion, pressure in arteries, MRI, CT scanning, waves, light and the lens in our eye..n mcm2 lg ak..

u knw, yesterday i downloaded org pnyn note free kat internet...the note is great... good explanations n they are awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!hahaha but, ak terangkak-rangkak gak ah nk phm kan.. as i left physics dh 2 thn..n of course i don't like physics since skola menengah... but i think i need to change my perspective to diz subject!! (befoire diz i hate fizik bcoz of my physic teacher hehehe...ayed ngn ezat tau kot pasal nih)

well....i really hope tht i can survuive wit diz physics things...rupe2 nye btol ah org ckp..medic needs bio, chem, physics n maths...coz u lknow, kat dlm biophysics nih pon I found differential equation dy/dx hahahaha....so to all just tnmkan niat kita blaja kerana Allah...that's why i shuold be doing from now..okay bye adios..wasalam!!!

Treat for the week....yeye!!

2009-06-27T04:20:00.004+02:00

hm... today story...!!! I would say tht today I've treated myself with a nice and a bit 'heavy' breakfast heheh.. org melayu kate ape mkn berat?? why do i say this is a treat...??

becoz dah 5 hari dh x mkn nasi hahahaha...siang n malam... mkn roti je keje...bek sarapan, lunch or dinner... 2 keping utk setiap waktu..hahaha!! wholemeal bread not the white bread (more carb n fiber heheh!)

10 reasons x makan nasi 5 hari:

dah boring kot mkn nasi....
nak try jadi western or pak arab sket
nak diet???!!
As a practice - ye ah nnt kat overseas sush nk carik nasi hhehehe..so nk biasekn perot!!
mls nk mask nasi
mls nk beli nasi kt kedai (jimat duit minyak motor)
elak pembaziran (sbb in my house everyone bajet nk diet..sume mkn nasi sket jek including me..hahahaha so byk nasik terbuang) - p/s kekdg nasi msk sehari thn seminggu!!
umah org kawen pon org hidang nasi
'financial saving program' (FSP) for future!! (skang nih world economy blm recover lg)
ntah..mgkn ade sket FAT-O-PHOBIA kot...(tp xde ah extreme sgt) - due to past experiences heheh

ckp pasal reason no 10 ni ah kan, I just wanna advice to those yg ske sgt kutok or ketawakan org2 yg gemok2 nih... kesian ah kat org2 gemok nih.. give ur support to them...

i hate people who love to tease fat people mcm ade ah org tuh... (kat kms)... tau ah bdn tuh x gemok tp xde ah elok mane pon..ckp org lbeyh tp kering gak.. (sori x bermaksud nk kutok sesape tp nk ingatkan...)

actually i've experienced diz during my secondary school...i was damnly fat (plump ah sopan sket) when i was in secondary school (85 kilos hahaha..tau x seluar size brape?? btw 38 - 40 waist sometimes kne tempah!!)....people always tease me..duk kutok kutok kutok.. even the seniors ah n also some of my fwenz... kekdg tuh sakit gak hati tp lelame sbr jek

so, after SPM...i've promised myself that i should put off my fats in the body away!!! control my diet!! n of course exercises...susah gak ek nk kuroskan badan nih...pnt tau!! so from now on.. when i saw obese or overweight people exercise, i won't laugh at them even others did!! i will always support them..GAMBATE KUDASAI!!! so to my fwenz lets go against fat and support org2 yg bdn nye terlebih sehat ni utk jd sehat!! okay... never tease them n imagine if u r in their place????

Slimming dilemma...huh??!!?

2009-06-26T01:15:00.005+02:00

Well, today i would like to share my opinion with people! About getting slim!!! HAHAHAHA... putting on body weight is just like a nightmare for women and also men??!!? hehe... Knape ek ramai org kat Malaysia ni Obese?? Even, kanak2 semuda 5 to 6 yrs old pon ada yang obes!!! Parah nie!!

And another thing, i wonder why people in Japan.. China..or Vietnam has quite a lower rate of obesity amongst its citizen compared to us? Reason die, sbb org malaysia nie:

OKM (Org Kuat Makan)+ makanan pon x sehat + product Israel (McD, Coke, etc etc etc.)+ malas nk sukan as teens n youngters tdy prefer indoor games rather than outdoors... so cmne nk sehat??? btol x

So bkn nk ckp psl nih...psl getting slim..kite nk discuss about methods people tdy slalu use to look slimmer...

Method 1: SLIMMING PRODUCTS:

what do u think about slimming product yg slalu diiklankan kat dlm TV?? mcm Tummitrim (zmn dlu2 nye).. n mcm2 lg..ntah x ingt ah... To me bnde2 nie mcm mengarut ah... it's just a waste of money?? it's true that people can have slimmer body (maybe) but r they sure that their heart is beating well?? No artherosclerosis?? no myocardium infarction?? sometimes they even pay thousand MYR juz for these products per year!!!

Method 2: Liposuction aka sedut lemak

Stu lagi, care nk kurus... org2 sume ske wat Liposuction surgery aka sedut lemak...konpem ke klu lemak dah kne sedut, fats deposited on the coronary artery pon kne sedut jgk??? mahal pon mahal..heheh..stu lg, bg aku nih kire main tipu...ah x aci...nk kurus sedut lemak...nk kurus sedut lemak mane adil...klu ade pertandingan kuruskan badan, this method will be disqualified before the person register lagi hahaha...

Method 3: Work out and control diet

Ha..as a future doctor (insya Allah..Amin), I would suggest u guys to follow this method...this is the best method..More outdoor activities should be done like jogging..Cycling..swimming and even as simple as walking (juz like what my friend casy alwiz do every evening kat tmn dpn KMS..heheh).

U will get ur desired body shape n also prevent all diseases as ur circulatory and respiratory system works efficiently throughout these strenuous activities... and don't forget to control ur daily diet.. must consists of all food classes.. carbs, proteins, vitamins, minerlas, bla bla bla..

stu lg..jgn asyik nk mencekik (melaka pny bhs) jek keje hehhe... kjp mkn burger, pastu hotdog, then KFC (ni baru pembuka selera!!), next pizza, then nasi minyak cmpur sket nasi Briyani, pas2 sapu plak cendol ngn ABC skaliguis.. last skali mati...hahaha!!

According to Tarmizi, Ahmad, Ibn Majah and An-Nasai, our Prophet Muhammad Peace Be Upon Him says:

"Tidak ada bekas yang diisikan dgn oleh anak Adam yang lebih keji daripada perut. Cukuplah bagi anak Adam dgn beberapa suapan yang membetulkan tulang belakangnya. Dan sekiranya ia terpaksa melakukannya juga, maka 1/3 utk makanannya, 1/3 utk minumannya, and 1/3 lagi utk nafasnya"

so..think about it friends...i know ur mom is the best cook ever..n also the restaurant chefs cook delicious foods for u everyday mcm mamak NKI???..but limit the no of food intake mase cuti22 nih..okay... so choose method 3 tau.. yg 2 method lagi tu..ak x sure sgt but i don't prefer tht lah..

Bersame kite manjadi sihat agar badan kita cergas utk beribadah (bkn mcm solat jek..bersukan n blajar pon ibadah gak klu kite niat krn Allah btol x???) kpd Allah taala..wasalam!!

sembang santai.....!!!! 2

2009-06-26T00:43:00.003+02:00

So, bertemu lah lagi kite skali lagi dgn keizinan Allah Subhanahu wa Ta'ala on this fine morning.. so apekah cerite seterusnye berkenaan Nabi Nuh a.s??? Jom kite saksikan...zas.......!! (mcm melodi plak heheheh)

Kemudian, Allah pun perintahkan Nabi Nuh utk bina bahtera dengan menggunakan pokok-pokok yang ditanam olehnya dan sekali lagi, Nabi Nuh diuji… siapakah yang akan membuat design dan mengepalai tugasan membina bahtera itu. Nabi Nuh pun berdoa kepada Allah dan dengan izin-Nya 4 org pengikut Nabi Nuh yg turut taat kepada Allah menawar diri mereka dlm tugasan itu dengan syarat Nabi Nuh mencarikan seorang isteri untuk setiap mereka. Begitulah Nabi Nuh, setiap kali bertemu masalah..jalan terakhir baginda ialah berdoa kepada Allah.

Kaum Nuh yang dengki mengetawakan Nabi Nuh dan bertambah seronoklah mereka melihat nabi Nuh dan beberapa (sebab mase ni x ramai yg mengikut agama Allah) pengikutnya yang taat membina bahtera di darat. Mereka berkata dengan bongkaknya,

“Ah…mana mungkin tempat kita banjir!! Sudah lama hujan tak turn.. tambahan plk tempat kita ni tinggi.. ade gunung-gunung dan berbukit bukau.. terusan-terusan juga kita dah bina..”

Perasaan dendam kesumat, hasad dan dengki mereka meluap-luap apabila melihat bahtera Nabi Nuh. Mereka pun beramai-ramai menaiki bahtera Nabi Nuh dan makin lama makin ramai memenuhi ruangan bahtera baginda. Nabi Nuh membiarkan sahaja mereka menaiki bahtera itu tanpa berkata apa-apa dengan harapan kaumnya itu menaiki bahtera itu dengan kekufuran dan turun dengan imannya kepada Allah.

Namun… ditakdirkan Allah bahawa hati kaum Nuh sangat keras seperti batu. Bukan keras je malah busuk hati! Nabi Nuh terbau bau yang tidak menyenangkan datang daripada kerumun orang ramai itu. Rupa-rupanya kaum Nuh yang kufur itu telah ‘melepas’.. aka buang air besar (bhs sopan) di atas bahtera Nabi Nuh secara beramai-ramai. Maka, Nabi Nuh yang penyayang itu berasa marah dan kecewa dengan kaumnya dan berdoa lagi kepada Allah agar Allah memberikan azab berupa peringatan kepada mereka.

Ketika semua golongan kafirin itu berbondong-bondong berlari turun dari bahtera Nabi Nuh, seorang lelaki tempang dalam kalangan kaum Nuh itu telah tersungkur lalu jatuh ke atas longgokan-longokkan najis yang baunya cukup tidak “menyelerakan”…uwekk~!! Si tempang itu cuba bangun dan dia mendapati bahawa kakinya sudah pulih dan tidak tempang lagi.

Si tempang pun pulang ke kampung dan memberitakan tentang keajaiban yang berlaku dan menyatakan perkara itu. Menurut cerita si tempang itu, najis-najis yang terdapat di bahtera Nabi Nuh itu telah mengubatinya dan membolehkannya berjalan sepert sedia kala. Ada yang tak percaya dan ada juga yang percaya akan cerita tersebut!!!

Maka, utk memastikan kesahihan cerita si tempang seorang pemuda yang menghidap penyakit sopak pun menyelinap masuk ke dalam bahtera itu secara senyap-senyap. Kemudian, si sopak pun menyapukan najis-najis kaum Nuh di badannya yang bersopak itu dan dengan takdir Allah, penyakit sopak itu hilang. Maka heboh dan riuhlah sekampung tentang kejadian itu dan semakin ramai kaum Nuh datang ke bahtera nabi Nuh utk mendapatkan ‘UBAT’ berupa najis!! Astaghfirullah…

Nabi Nuh bertambah sedih melihat kebodohan kaumnya itu. Kaum Nuh berpusu-pusu menuju ke bahtera itu..ade yg bwk bekas-bekas untuk mengambil ubat tersebut sebagai bekalan di kemudian hari… ada yang manyapu terus ke kain dan pakaian mereka.. dan yang lebih teruk ada yg berjual beli malah ada yg bergaduh kerana UBAT BERUPA NAJIS itu!!!

Nabi Nuh lantas menyeru kaumnya agar kembali ke jalan Allah sebelum banjir besar didatangkan kepada mereka. Tetapi mereka tetap bongkak dan jwb gne skrip same seperti di atas (rujuk dialog).. memang Allah telah takdirkan mereka untuk mati ditimpa azab. Akhirnya, bersihlah bahtera Nabi Nuh daripada najis-najis kaumnya itu. Najis yang pada asalnya dibuang oleh kaum Nuh telah diambil oleh mereka sendiri...Clean & Clear!! Sampai begitu sekali mereka di hina oleh Allah Taala. Sebenarnya bukanlah najis yang kotor ini menjadi penawar, tetapi kayu bahtera Nabi Nuh yang asalnya dari pokok2 yg ditanam oleh Nabi Nuh itulah yang mujarab.

Nabi Nuh pun mengumpulkan setiap jenis haiwan dan tumbuhan dan setiap satunya berpasang-pasang lantas dibawa naik ke atas bahteranya itu. Kemudian Nabi Nuh turut membawa bersama barang-barang milik Nabi Adam dan Nabi Seth ke atas bahteranya utk dibawa bersama. Akhirnya, Allah menurunkan hujan yang lebat. Kaum Nuh bersorak riang kerana hujan sudah lama tidak turun. Tetapi hujan yang disangkanya turun setengah hari rupa-rupanya turn berbulan-bulan lamanya.

Air bah telah menenggelamkan bukit-bukit kecil maka, kaum Nuh berlari-lari mendaki gunung utk selamatkan diri mereka. Golongan tua dan org kurang upaya telah lama mati dlm kekufuran ditenggelami air ketika di kawasan rendah lagi. Ketika itu, kaum Nuh yang kufur hanya melihat sahaja Nabi Nuh dan pengikutnya yang beriman di atas bahtera dengan rasa cemburu yang terpendam tanpa berkata apa-apa.

Ketika itulah, Nabi Nuh diuji sekali lagi… Nabi Nuh terlihat kelibat seorang pemuda yang berhempas pulas menyelamatkan dirinya. Itulah anak lelakinya yang ikut kufur dari mengesakan Allah yang bernama Kan’an. Nabi Nuh memanggil anaknya agar kembali beriman kepada Allah dan naik ke bahtera itu. Kan’an dengan bongkaknya menolak kata-kata ayahnya itu lantas berkata:

“Aku boleh menyelamatkan diriku sendiri..masih ada lagi puncak gunung yang mampuku paut!! Aku tidak akan mengikutimu dan ajaranmu itu. Tak lama lagi surutlah air ni dan aku tak perlukan bahtera itu”

Nabi Nuh menangis dan berasa sedih melihat anaknya yang tetap memilih jalan kufur dari iman. Maka, Nabi Nuh berdoa kepada Allah agar anaknya itu selamat dan akan kembali mengikuti agama Allah. Maka Allah pun berfirman:

“Wahai Nuh! Sesungguhnya dia bukanlah kaum keluargamu. Dia bukanlah drpd golongan org yg beriman. Usahlah engkau sesekali meminta sesuatu kepada-Ku akan sesuatu yang engkau tidak punya pengetahuan mengenainya. Qadarku telah jelas”

Hence, Nabi Nuh pun patuh kepada perintah Allah dan matilah Kan’an anaknya yg kufur itu bersama-sama kaumnya yang jahil. Mayat-mayat manusia yang kufur terapung-apung di permukaan laut dan bahtera Nabi Nuh pun dibawa ke satu tempat yang selamat oleh Allah Taala.

So, Alhamdulillah…habis lah kisah Nabi Nuh dan kaumnya yang kufur. Hanya sedikit je yang taat kepada agama dan perintah Allah. Yang lain semuanya mati ditimpa azab Allah. So, I really hope that u guyz learn something from what I’ve written. Always put Islam at the first place in whatever u are doing and wherever u are…

whether u will be studying in US…India…UK..Czech..New Zealand..or anywhere.. and in the future, whether u r a doctor? A teacher? A biotechnologist? An engineer? An actuarist! Or whatsoever always keep Islam in ur mind… Allah sentiasa bersama-sama kita.. dan kalau kita letakkan islam dan Allah sebagai yg priority.. Insya Allah kita akan terhindar dari azabnya seperti mana yang diturunkan ke atas kaum-kaum terdahulu (mcm Kaum Nuh)… Jazakallah.. Assalamua’laikum….

Sembang santai....!!! Santai ke nie???

2009-06-25T07:43:00.003+02:00

Sekali lagi, Allah Taala telah mengizinkan kita untuk sesi bercerita-cerita. Ni boleh kire santai la ek..klu x santai..angaap jek la bnde ni santai... So today, I have one story (sirah nabawiyyah) yg sy rase sgt sgt wajar utk dikongsikan bersama-sama. Mungkin cerita ini saudara/saudari dah biasa dengar sejak kecil lagi.. tapi sy x pedulik.. nk cerita jugak!!!

Kisah Nabi Nuh dan kaumnya….

Seperti mana kita semua tahu, Nabi Nuh sangat taat kepada Allah dan sememangnya setiap Nabi dan Rasul utusan-Nya bersifat ma’sum iaitu terpelihara diri mereka daripada dosa-dosa. Nabi Nuh sangat tabah dan sering kali bertemu dengan kaumnya untuk berdakwah agar mereka taat kepada Allah dan meninggalkan berhala-berhala yang mereka sembah.

Namun, disebabkan rasa benci dan dendam yang meluat dalam diri kaum Nuh, mereka menolak bulat2 seruan Rasul Allah yang sangat lembut dan bersopan ini. Segala dakwah yang dilakukan oleh Nabi Nuh secara lembut dibalas dengan cacian, hinaan, dan siksaan. Apa yang lebih menyedihkan, Nabi Nuh dipukul dgn teruknya oleh kaumnya malah ada yang menendang Nabi Allah itu..

Tambahan pula, anak-anak kecil yang tidak tahu apa-apa telah dihasut oleh si ibu dan si bapa yang kufur agar melontarkan batu kepada baginda. Masya-Allah… Namun, Nabi Nuh pulang ke rumahnya dan tetap berdoa dan mengadu kepada penciptanya yang satu. Tangisan demi tangisan… titisan air mata seorang Rasul… namun, titisan ini bukan sbb sakit akibat disiksa..tetapi tangannya menadah agar kaumnya itu mendapat hidayah daripada Allah

So, nk pendekkan cerita malaikat Jibril membawa wahyu drpd Allah agar Nabi Nuh meninggalkan tugas menyeru kaumnya itu kerana sesungguhnya hati mereka telah keras dan hanya AZAB ALLAH menanti untuk mereka. Maka, malaikat Jibril pun memberikan benih pokok kepada Nabi Nuh dan menyuruhnya menanam benih-benih tersebut.

Nabi Nuh pun mula menanam benih-benih pokok itu dan kaumnya heran sebab Nabi Nuh tidak lagi menyeru mereka mengesakan Allah. Mereka turut mengejek Nabi Nuh dan menyangkanya telah gila kerana menanam pokok-pokok. Utk pengetahuan semua, pokok yg ditanam oleh Nabi Nuh itu sangat besar… sangat22222 besar…lagi besar dr General Sherman Tree di Sequoia National Park. Kaum Nuh terkejut melihat pokok-pokok gergasi tersebut… (to be continued… jari dah sakit hehehe)

JUMPA LAGI DI "SEMBANG SANTAI....! 2"

July...I'm waiting for u....!!!

2009-06-24T04:19:00.008+02:00

Hm..JULY??? what's gonna happen in July... hehehe i know that the 75 students couldn't wait for the result to come out..THE IB EXAM RESULT!!! hahaha... but apart of it, I'm gonna learn how to drive the motorcar!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeaaaaaaaaa..... I'm gonna take da P driving licence on the first of July... this is great!!! I've been waiting for since months! Actually I already hv my 'L licence' since last December 2007.. however, i don't hv any chance to take the P as i was busy with the hectic life of IB (international baccalaureate diploma)...

Even though we had our sem break, but still the days went off just like that...hahaha people r bz finishing all the assignments (EE, IA, TOK essay, bla bla bla...). So when can I attend the driving class?? since that IB has finished, now is the most suitable time for me to attend the driving academy..

I can't wait for the time to come..hahaa... I envied those who already hv the driving licence.. but personally, it's ridiculous if a person has one but he/she doesn't drive (just like some of my friends..sory x berniat nk wat org terase!!!).. My mom always tell me:

"nanti bile dah ade lesen kerete...rajin2 practice bwk.. kene berani atas jalan raye.. lantak ah org nak hon ke.. nk marah ke..."

Hehehe.. then i would just laugh... hm just wait for the JULY month to come.... i'm waiting for the class!!! GAMBATE.......!!!!

Warkah Buat Ustaz.......

2009-06-23T05:16:00.001+02:00

Assalamualaikum wrt wbt

Coretan buat Ustaz Ahmad Sofi Bin Abdullah,

Salam kasih dan salam hormat…semoga ustaz dirahmati oleh Allah Taala….

Dua tahun yang difikirkan terlalu lama pada hakikatnya sangat singkat…hati ini terasa bagaikan baru semalam mendaftar…masihku ingat tika waktu registration dulu…hadirnya diri ini dgn azam dan harapan baru….SPM menjadi tiket bagi diri ini utk ditaja oleh MARA bagi melanjutkan pelajaran di perantauan…

Sebaik shj ayah memandu masuk ke Jalan Aminuddin Baki…terlihatlah diri ini sebuah bangunan uzur mungkin bersejarah tersergam indah…itulah dia BANGUNAN RAZAK…pelbagai persoalan bermain di kepala…’Ini ke IB WORLD SCHOOL????, salah masuk jalan ke???hehehehe…’. Namun, persoalan in terjawab sebaik shj terlihat papan tanda yg terpahat di atasnya “KOLEJ MARA SEREMBAN”. Setelah bersalaman dan memeluk tubuh ayah dan ibu…diri ini berjanji utk berjihad ke jalan ALLAH…

Hidup bersama teman-teman baru pada awalnya agak sukar…namun setelah sekian lama hidup sebumbung, kami ibarat seberkas lidi yang diikat bersama dan sukar dipatahkan… guru-guru bagaikan pengganti ibu dan ayah di bumi KMS ini…. Hati ini berbisik… “Ya Allah..aku bersyukur di atas pemberianmu yang amat berharga ini…teman2 yang sejati… murabbi yg penyayang…serta kemudahan yg cukup sempurna bagi insan yg lemah ini ”.

Masih lagi kuingat memori-memori pahit manis di KMS ini. Dua tahun di sini pasti meninggalkan 1001 kenangan… banyak juga dosa yang telah dilakukan (keluar malam, tak ber -name tag, dan macam macam lagilah) …ASTAGHFIRULLAH… ada kalanya jiwa remaja ini mahukan kebebasan…semacam mahu memberontak…mungkin mahukan perhatian dan kasih sayang??... Namun dengan bantuan ustaz serta nasihat dan tazkirah beliau… aku sedar siapakah aku…apakah matlamatku di sini? Hati kecilku berbisik “Hazim..kau ke sini sbb nk belajar..menuntut ilmu…bukankah jihad menjadi cita-citamu? Tak mahukah kau menjadi seorang muslim yang diredhai ALLAH…”

Meskipun hari-hari di KMS dipenuhi dengan kerja-kerja yang cukup berat dan agak membebankan (extended essay..tok essay..internal assessments…lab reports..bla bla bla…) namun sokongan murabbi membuatkan diri ini lebih bersemangat dan tabah untuk menempuhinya. Alhamdulillah segalanya berjaya diselesaikan sehingga semester ketiga dengan keizinan Yang Maha Esa.

Semester keempat tiba akhirnya…Hmmm cepatnya!!! Hati ini bertambah resah apabila kalendar yang tergantung di dinding semakin hari semakin nipis…. Diriku bingung dan aku sedar banyak dosaku kepada-Nya….salahku juga terlalu banyak terhadap ibu dan ayah..apatah lagi teman2 di sekelilingku ini.. Exam dah dekat sunnguh ni… tangan ditadah memohon keampunan daripada Ilahi…”Ya ALLAH, ampunilah dosa hambamu ini..terlalu banyak dosa yang telahku lakukan….” Ustaz banyak menyedarkan aku tentang hubunganku dengan Penciptaku, Allah Taala.. hubunganku dengan manusia (ibu bapa dan sahabat)… insan yang lemah ini merafakkan rasa syukur yg amat kepada Allah kerana peperiksaan IB ini banyak sekali menyedarkanku akan tanggunjawabku sebagai seorang yang berpegang kepada 5 rukun islam dan 6 rukun iman….

“YA ALLAH.. KU POHON KEPADAMU AGAR KEJAYAAN YANG BAKALKU PEROLEHI INI DAPAT MENDEKATKAN LAGI DIRIKU PADAMU….AMPUNKANLAH DOSA-DOSA KU, IBU BAPAKU, MURABBIKU, AHLI KELUARGAKU, DAN SELURUH UMAT ISLAM…”

Tanggal 22 Mei 2009, peperiksaan IB telah berakhir…Alhamdulillah segalanya berjalan lancar dengan keizinannya… kepada Ustaz Sofi…saya ingin memohon maaf seandainya ada terkasar kata, ada sikap kurang sopan, atau sebarang perbuatan yang mengguris hati dan perasaan ustaz…saya ini hanyalah insan yang lemah dan tidak akan terlepas daripada melakukan dosa dan kesilapan… Halalkan segala ilmu yang ustaz berikan sama ada ianya secara formal (dalam kelas) ataupun tidak (kuliah Maghrib)….akan saya gunakan segala ilmu yang ustaz berikan buat bekalan hidup di bumi Allah yang banyak pancaroba ini..INSYA ALLAH….doakan kejayaan saya di dunia dan akhirat ini… terima kasih di atas segala bantuan, nasihat, ilmu yang bermanfaat, dan segala-galanya. Saya akan sentiasa mendoakan kesejahteraan ustaz dan ustaz sekeluarga Insya Allah akan sentiasa dirahmati Allah….

Sekian, ASSALAMUALAIKUM……….

Siapa kata wanita tu lemah????

2009-06-23T05:11:00.001+02:00

Wanita atau sinonimnya kaum Hawa, sering kali dikatakan sebagai golongan lemah. Bak kata orang dulu-dulu, “Ala… org pompuan…patut duduk kat dapor jek!! Watpe nak menyibok pasal hal org laki???”. Inilah hakikatnya kehidupan seorang wanita sering di pandang lemah pada pandangan kaum Adam.

Tambahan pula sebelum tibanya Islam di Semenanjung Arab, golongan wanita dijadikan seperti hamba!! (pesta keraian, seks, kerja-kerja rumah, dll…Masya-Allah!!!). Anak perempuan yang baru dilahirkan pun menjadi mangsa; mereka ditanam hidup-hidup oleh si Bapa yang tak berhati perut. Isy isy isy….

Tetapi, kedatangan islam yang dibawa oleh junjungan besar Nabi Muhammad Khatimul Anbiya’ telah berjaya mengubah adat masyarakat Arab yang tidak berperikemanusiaan ini. Martabat wanita dijulang dan diangkat! Ya lah…cuba kita lihat..sempurnakah hidup seorang lelaki tanpa sokongan wanita? Lahirkah kita, kaum Adam kalau tiada wanita?

Di sini saya nak kongsi sesuatu dgn anda berkenaan wanita-wanita yang turut berjihad menegakkan agama Allah ketika zaman Rasulullah SAW dulu. Ghazwah (peperangan yang disertai Rasulullah) atau Sariyyah (peperangan yang tidak disertai Rasulullah) sering kali melibatkan kaum lelaki tetapi sama ada kita sedar atau tidak, golongan wanita pun terlibat sama.

Saya cukup tertarik dengan peristiwa ghazwah Uhud yang berlaku di mana ketika itu Islam mengalami kekalahan disebabkan ketamakan beberapa orang pejuang muslim untuk mendapatkan harta rampasan peperangan. Sewaktu Rasulullah dilontarkan batu oleh seorang tentera musyrik, pejuang Islam telah melindungi dan mengepung Rasulullah.

Untuk pengetahuan anda, salah seorang pejuang Islam yang turut serta menjadi benteng menghalang Rasulullah ketika itu ialah seorang wanita bernama Nasibah Ummu ‘Ummarah Al-Ansoriyyah. Tugas asalnya hanyalah memberi minuman kepada pejuang Islam.

Tetapi apabila melihat Rasulullah telah tersungkur, beliau meninggalkan tugasnya lantas bertempur dengan menggunakan anak panah dan pedang untuk mempertahankan Rasulullah. Nasibah mengalami luka yang dalam pada tengkuknya akibat tertusuk sebatang anak panah tentera musyrik.

Turut sama berjuang dengan Nasibah ialah suami beliau dan dua orang anaknya. Rasulullah SAW berdoa untuk Nasibah sekeluarga:

“Ya Alah, jadikanlah mereka teman-temanku di syurga”

Jadi, berdasarkan kisah ini terbukti bahawa wanita juga mampu berjuang mempertahankan agama Islam ini. Kenapa harus takut?, kenapa harus malu? Berperang untuk Islam bukan beerti kasar atau ganas tetapi merupakan jihad yang sentiasa diredhai dan dijanjikan ganjarannya oleh Allah Taala.

Ayuh wanita-wanita Islam… berjihadlah ke jalan Allah. Jihad tidak bermaksud berada di medan perang. Menjaga tata tertib dan adab sebagai seorang muslimah turut boleh dipanggil jihad. Amar makruf nahi munkar pun jihad juga..betul tak???

Jadilah seperti Nasibah Ummu ‘Ummarah yang berani berdepan dengan tentera musyrik dalam Ghazwah Uhud… jadilah seperti Asma’ puteri Abu Bakar As-Siddiq yang sanggup bergadai nyawa menghantar bekalan makanan untuk ayahandanya dan kekasih Allah di gua Hira’… Jadilah juga seperti Khadijah Binti Khuwailid yang sanggup menjual semua hartanya untuk umat islam sewaktu ditindas oleh kafir Quraisy… Jadilah juga seperti wanita-wanita Islam terdahulu yang telah melahirkan dan berjaya mendidik anak-anak mereka menjadi pejuang-pejuang di jalan Allah!!!

Sebelah kaki dah masuk dunia baru..!!!

2009-06-22T06:42:00.000+02:00

What does this means??? hahaha well actually i just wanna say that I'm already a step out of my old 'tempurung'... what do i mean here is... My house!!! as what my ex-rumate said... my house previously is just like the "orang hulu''s house...no entertainment...no television...no internet...stranded..no and no and no and no....all the NO things...

But now...we already have the internet in our house....yahoooooooo... this is great!! my mom realized the important of internet at the very end!! she said that it is easier to have internet at home as she can use it to communicate with my bro who is currently studying in Australia..hehehe

But it is just the celcom broadband.. the modem costs only MYR 199 (huawei brand???have u ever heard about this brand b4???) download is quite slow...hehehe. but it's ok lah as long as i can use the ym...YM is quite fast and i can chat with people...rite??? another thing, if i wanna search for any infos i don't have to go to my mom's office juz like what happened previously!!! so if i wanna check my IB MAY RESULT...i can juz use the internet hehehe... well it's going to be published on the 6th of July...at 5.45 pm hahaha....quite nervous to wait!!!

I always pray to my only God..ALLAH... i really hope that all 75 of us from KMS can fly... this is our dream since at the very beginning... AMIN..... well, i think is my latest news!!! bye assalamualaikum!!!

first time experience...

2008-12-20T09:23:00.000+01:00

haha... sounds weird to know that i start blogging in the internet.... before this, i don't know what blogging is, and plus i kept on viewing my frenz busy writing things in their blogs..... blogging also became famous after the incident of a malaysian blogger who humiliated and insulted one of the MALAYSIAN leaders... it opened my eyes on how big the implication is...

By the way...what inspires me to 'follow' my college friends blogging in the internet is from a book entitled 'Abandoned' by Anya Peters.....it is about the author's feelings and experiences which i believe to be true...that story's fantastic and it totally touch my heart and emotion.... from the whole story, i can wrap it up saying that...blogging changes her life......

She used the blog to express her feelings..her emotions.... without herself being identified by anyone.....marvellous!!!! that inspires me a lot.... thanx to dear ANYA PETERS... who makes me realize the importance of blogging..hehhehe...well, i think this is a good start for me is it????
Really hope that blogging changes my life and widen my friendship with people around the world!!!